i'm an idiot.

[dramaqueencwm04]

i'm an idiot. plain and simple. i told myself over and over again since i started college that i need to focus on my craft and work on becoming a better actor/singer/performer. so i wouldn't get mixed up in relationships and such. so i would have meaningless drunken sex to get random impulses out but all during my time at dean i focused on my

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[nycdreamer86]

Your not being crazy, I know exactly how you feel. That's why I run from relationships because I end up putting my whole focus on the relationship instead of what's going on in my life that needs the focus more. Your doing the right thing, trust me :) They'll be plenty of time for relationships when you have the time for them, and if he's the right guy he won't mind waiting :)

[babyeyes22]

Hey Sarah, just wanted to let you know i got a LJ lol. Babe we are totally in the same boat. All i want to do is become a better singer, actress, dancer, and i never feel like I'm good enough. I want to go to New York and LA and become a good performer. We are in a tough field there is no doubt about that. But dont's sweat. All u need is to have faith in yourself and you'll be fine. No matter happens never give up and you'll make and don't be so hard on yourself. Dreams do come true so go get it.