i am wide awake right now when usually i am sleeping already for about an hour or more... i have alot of things on my mind tonight and im not really sure why. things are starting to change inside my head, slowly but surely... and its scary because its not necessarily changing back to the person i WaS, but changing into this new person that i feel ( Read more... )

im deciding to write in this thing even though i had decided that i did not want to anymore... i was looking back on old entries from last summer and i saw how i got a lot out in these things and i guess im just wondering if it will help me feel a little better now... so this is kinda a trial period to see how things go lol ( Read more... )

I have two things to say right now...

1) Come see my show...

Time of Your Life
March 2-5
March 16-19

and 2) i love my boyfriend.

thats all you need to know :)

Ok kids... so i haven't died or anything... i just didnt have a computer at school because i was waiting for a few parts to come so my computer wouldnt be stupid anymore.... anyway, none of that matters anymore because im back ( Read more... )

"You know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of the sudden even though you have some place where you can put your stuff that idea of home is gone. You'll see when you move out it just sort of happens one day and it's just gone. And you can never get it back. It's like you ( Read more... )

Ok people, I'm writing in this thing... I know I havent done so in a while, but there is not much motivation to do so... i mean I am really sure most of you don't care what exactly is going on in my life and Im sure if most of you did you would either already know or maybe even ask me ( Read more... )

so i have been wanting to write in this thing for a while now but everytime i sit down to put something down I come up completely blank. What is there to talk about?!? Nothing tragic is going on in my life therefore i have nothing to vent about... and i am tired of repeating step by step the daily events of my life... therefore i wont do that ( Read more... )

Wow. What an awesome weekend. Lets start out on Friday when I picked up Jay from football practice and we went to the mall. Ate some yummy food at Applebees and then shopped around a little in search of a good movie or some original nintendo games... unfortunately, no luck with any of that, but it didnt really matter anyway. After that we got ( Read more... )

so getting bronchitis is not fun... having a fever associated with it sucks even more... i was not even able to go to any of my classes yesterday. weird missing acting... i didnt like it. but i would have given billy the plague of "me" so its a good thing i stayed in bed. im feeling better today so that is good news... hope this shit leaves my ( Read more... )

ok so its been a really rough few months... hell, im gonna be crazy and say ive had a really rough life, health wise. I always get sick at the most perfect times (and by perfect i really mean LEAST perfect) and that is getting old... I also get struck with the most random diseases/injuries ever known to man... or in my case never even heard of by ( Read more... )