Yesterday Jake stayed over. Which seriously gave me rage but I let it go and stayed away from them most of the night. Now that I have my friends back I don't have to rely on my sister for entertainment all the time
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Re: Ryella only!drame_kingAugust 6 2006, 01:21:24 UTC
*swallows* This is for real, right? I'm not throwing away a perfectly good relationship with someone just so you can go and kiss someone else again, am I?
Okay, one, don't say the word "rage". That's my word. And two, you are so lucky your face is in tact now. My sister is not a whore. Don't call her that. Ever.
*sighs* Look, I've been doing some thinking lately ... about me, about you, about us. I realized I rushed into this relationship way before I was ready. I just got out of my first relationship with someone I really cared about, and then you came along. You were pretty much amazing, you were funny, witty, and we seemed to get along really well. I liked having someone like me. But ... the more I think about it the more I realize I need to learn how to be Ryan before I can be in a relationship. *is hoping that isn't really dumb lol*
*kicks feet and sighs* I can't say I understand completely...I only wish my first boyfriend hadn't rushed, I suppose...I feel like I'm the basketball bouncing off a backboard for a rebound.
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