oo5. Dark little cravings...
It's hard to keep it inside. My heart twists and struggles, the darkness craving something to happen. It wants blood, it wants gore and a shitstorm of suffering and satisfying revenge; it wants fucking *war* already. But I've already made my commitment to Tsukasa; my bad desires will have to be sated later. Can't back out on him now, can I?
I wonder if we're actually friends. I know Kasey likes him. At least I can be glad for that. A lot of the low-life bastard's he ends up bunking with end up using him, and he doesn't give a damn. Drives me up the wall. They treat him like shit, and he treats them like Gods.
I'm... thankful that Tsukasa-kun isn't a complete asshole. Kasey deserves someone he can be friends with, someone who deserves his damn affection. The scar on his back doesn't bother him as much, but I'm always wondering about the guy who gave it to him... and whether or not he's still out there, waiting to pounce on him again...
I wonder if we're actually friends. I know Kasey likes him. At least I can be glad for that. A lot of the low-life bastard's he ends up bunking with end up using him, and he doesn't give a damn. Drives me up the wall. They treat him like shit, and he treats them like Gods.
I'm... thankful that Tsukasa-kun isn't a complete asshole. Kasey deserves someone he can be friends with, someone who deserves his damn affection. The scar on his back doesn't bother him as much, but I'm always wondering about the guy who gave it to him... and whether or not he's still out there, waiting to pounce on him again...