well dang. my speakers are all messed up. a while back i played "Anaal Nathrakh - The Technogoat" with my speakers turned up a bit too much. well, kurt, after sending me the song, warned me not to play it to loud and told me he blew out his speakers playing it. well of course, this warning didnt save my speakers. now i'd hurt occassional ( Read more... )

hmm...i think i want THESE:

this $25
this $53
and this $100

if you buy me one, or some, or all, i will be eternally grateful for your love and kindness. i want other things as well...but yeah, those would be nice. hmm, thats pretty much it for this update

well i am officially going to go see RC Sproul in October, got me ticket and everything. i was just looking over my books...so many books, i need to spend A LOT more time reading. speaking of books, my new youth pastor, Bryan, gave me an interesting book to read called "The Practice Of The Presence Of God". it's WAY short and is about Brother ( Read more... )

well steve had me wrestling over a where the line is between christian duty and civic duty are, specifically in regards to violence/non-violence. and i am pretty confident in my answer to that now. i will type more later, or i should say, i will post my write-up on the issue later, probably within a day or two. and after i get that done, i get ( Read more... )

the wedding was very cool. steve and nicole = hitched now. it was awesome seeing people. i thought my suit (black suit, shirt and white tie) was gonna be tops, but jeffry showed me up with his snake skin shoes. jen told me now that theyre married we cant be friends. that sucks. and soon jen we be married, so i cant be friends with her or ( Read more... )

steven kippel is lucky i love him, or else i wouldnt be showing up tonight to be there tomorrow for the wedding. i got minimal sleep, and my body tells me i am not tired. so on 3 hours of sleep..i work, and then drive out to palm desert, so i have to be up for at least 16 hours and I am gonna be wasted...so this is just a public rant/decree that ( Read more... )

well today God stretched me. a guy from college group called me while he was drunk and we talked for like 45 min or more and i was counselling him, which is WAY out of my comfort zone, because i barely know him, honestly he isn't someone i'd typically like, and i dont like counselling people. so that was a stretch, and i don't think it is over ( Read more... )

so lets see. tonight i got to eat and hang out with, probably the most beautiful woman in the world! it was awesome. seeing grace makes me the happiest man evwe. oh well. were friends but only God knows the future, either way, she's still awesome. i shaved off my beard today...it feels amazing having no facial hair again! what a relief. ( Read more... )

hmm. i just ordered Piper's "God's Passion For His Glory: Living The Vision Of Jonathan Edwards". i cant wait to finally read Edwards essay "The End For Which God Created The World". i also just dloaded a techno remix to Pachelbels "Canon In D"...interesting and somewhat addicting. bleh, i just looked across my growing collection of books... ( Read more... )

and so im depressed. bleh.