Haze

Jun 18, 2005 18:31

For some reason nothing brings me true joy. Even the happiness of my very best friend doesnt comfort me, hours of WoW leveling gainning power, drinking till i cant stand steady, or even the ocasional cigaret. I looked in the mirror today and a new face appeared one i had not seen before ( Read more... )

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lunas_hex June 19 2005, 16:49:34 UTC
*pets* Hang in there, hun. I've been swimming in my own darkness lately, and I know it's warmth. Don't let go of who you want to be, because when all else seems lost, you still have yourself. I am learning that more and more as I go. I'm sorry I havn't been keeping up with you. I've kind of lost energy to delve in the day to day things, until I look up and realize I've just been going through the motions, I don't realize what I've been ignoring. Call me, we can get together, maybe talk a while, I'm sure we could both use a guide. If nothing else, it would be nice to just hang out again. yes? At any rate, take care.

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Yes we do drax_75 June 20 2005, 04:27:46 UTC
I tried calling you tonight went right to machine would be nice to have a Mir pep talk. Would also be cool to hang out.

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Re: Yes we do lunas_hex June 20 2005, 23:02:52 UTC
were you calling my cell? I havn't been getting good reception at home lately. It's been kind of spotty. 216-5651 is the cell. Try 805-482-3583, that's the home number. If for some reason neither of those work, leave a message, I'll get it pretty soon. I don't think I have your correct number, I tried calling you a couple of days ago and I got a wierd "this number is out of service" message. So, anyway....there ya go.

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Answeres by somebody you may not want to hear them from, and what you may not want... master_chief June 19 2005, 23:53:25 UTC
Why cant i be loved? You are loved by friends and family.

Whats wrong with me? Introspection (Honestly, it's healthy but too much can...)

What more do i have to do in life to warrant my exisitance? Have to do? Nothing really, just do what makes sence.

Why do i persist? It is nature for those that are alive to persist, and to persist as much as possible.

Where do i go from here? Where it makes sence for you to go.

How do i fight this darkness? Do people get hopping mad when the sun goes down? A new day is surely around the corner.

Who will save me from this pain? You will.

Vnv Nation "Who will carry me?" See above.

I know that you don't exactly think the best of me right now, hell I would like to think we would know some... even ground. Just don't stress it, the relationships do come.

Take care, have fun and goof off!

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Re: Answeres by somebody you may not want to hear them from, and what you may not want... drax_75 June 20 2005, 04:28:10 UTC
Thank you your words did help man i read em and i think your right thanks alot

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There is light at the end of the tunnel drax76 June 20 2005, 05:47:27 UTC
Just to let you know that there is light at the end of the tunnel drinking and smoking is not the way to deal with problems seeking help and turning your life over to the lord will bring true happiness. Love you and always will call me if you truly need to talk.

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