lol yea so lifes crappy. they think im faking me being sick which sux majorly. bcuz im not i really am getting sick when ever i eat and i dont know what to do. and then today i went to go look at town houses and yea that was okay. and then i went to the northridge mall with my mom. i made a new friend at the ipod store, i got a new charger, a new ( Read more... )

Im now living in CALABLACKLESS!!!!!!!! w/ my aunt and my cousins. i went to the carnival today it was fun. i got a car................... its a solora '06 oh yea. and today is drews bday so im gonna go chill with steve okay bye bye.

Yayness. I got my liscense wednesday. we started packing yesterday. in moving in one week. I dont even know why im bothering to write any of this it's not like any of you care anyway.

                   Just wanted to know who my friends were

( You've Got A Friend )

i got a new cell i need ur guys numbers.

here's a song

( All That I Got )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 80% Stability |||||||||| 40% Orderliness |||| 20% Empathy |||||||||||||||||| 76% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63% Intellectual |||| 16% Mystical |||||||||| 36% Artistic || 10% Religious |||||||||||| 50% Hedonism |||||| 23% Materialism |||||| 23% ( Read more... )

Hey guys its Spring break for some of us. lol i.e. Marco. Friday I went to Church with John that was fun. but there were rules. i didnt know church had rules. 1. no cussing 2. u cant say gods name in vane (spelling) 3. no screaming 4. i cant wear most of my outfits and 5. no ipods. do you have any idea how had it was to not say gods name, but i ( Read more... )

Whether a teenager decides to kill themselves is the biggest decision of their life.

How is it that we can hate life so much to not want to live anymore. he shot himself last night. we werent that even close; i was in Mr. Yi's 9th grade AVID History class with him, he sat right next to me. it hurts to know i could have made a difference and i didnt ( Read more... )

I am so listless! it's so not fair that I have Thursday off but nobody wants to do anything :-(. I'll just sit home alone and write poems about death.

Hey and know what? im_bitch_kissme said they wanted to go to a concert but I got sick and couldn't go :-(.

Oh yeah. oldfatsmelly went around saying how they saw me dissing on 6butterflikiss9. And yeah. You might guess I don't give a ( Read more... )

I will wait until the end
When the pendulum will swing back
to the darker side of our hearts bleeding
I will save this empty space
next to me like its a grave
where I lay a place for us to sleep eternally together

I have been
Searching for
Traces of
What we were
A ghost of you
is all that I have left
is all that I have left of you to hold
I wake in the night ( Read more... )