i fucking hate it here. I FUCKING HATE IT. i need to get out of here. someone please just fucking shoot me.

i am very unhappy with my place in life right now. things arent bad, they are just everything i dont want, im living a life i hate. i wish i could change things, make things what i want them to be, be free to do what i want, when i want, see who i want. i hate it. again, its not a bad life, it just doesnt fit me right now. i feel like things are ( Read more... )

life has been hard, but the last few months have been much better. i rid myself of a painful relationship and then went through a really rought time but pulled through with the help of an awesome girl ( Read more... )

well i am fixin to start my senior year. band starts next week. and the the beginning of the end. life is good i guess. im trying. but what else can i do. hope everyone is doing well.

p.s. liz i am planning on hanging out with you before you go. i have been crunched for time but i swear we are going to hang out.

i will be gone. all week. incapacitated. busy. unreachable. if you need me just leave me a message here or on myspace. see yall later.

boy, its been a week. not much sleep, for good and bad reasons. pants can serve as sponges if you need them to. ah yes its been fucking hard and fucking good. hope everyone's week is not as bipolar as mine.

its hard right now. its damned hard. dad left for iraq. pip is not coming back. i have to be the man of the house. i dont really have anyone to lean on because they are leaning on me. i am gonna do dishes tommorow. thats gonna be weird ( Read more... )

what a fuckin birthday weekend.

75 more days in this hellish school and then there is the summer. and then one more year. i am almost free. i had a good weekend. no i had a great weekend. i need to keep up what ive been up to. it clears my mind and makes life much better. i cant wait for summer. i dont mind going to school anymore, i just hate all the extra hours/stress. i cant ( Read more... )

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