this won't be so useless.

today i learned//
[1] i am no good at taking pictures of things
[2] i am no good at cropping pictures of things
in the past couple of months i've learned//
[1] karma
     1. The Buddhist belief that whatever you do comes back to you, e.g. if you do something good, something good will happen to you, and vice versa.
      is real ( Read more... )

hello, i need a friend[s?].  no, really.
whom one knows, likes, & trusts. & rust & rust.
my cat doesn't talk back.  it's becoming silly.
[we clutch & grasp & debate what's truly permanent]

things are insignificant.
i [people] make them that way.
sugar & spice & everything nice

i got to watch airplanes takeoff & land from concrete mountain tops.
through ( Read more... )

HI!

i'm in a really good mood today, yep.
& now i'm 18!
the world feels[slash]looks so pretty to me.
even the cracks in the sidewalk in front of my house have beauty.  they make me think of how i would rollerblade over them when i was younger just because i wanted to even though i'd always fall.  meanwhile tin men are led by little girls down golden ( Read more... )

today i went downstairs & there was a present & inside was an ipod ( Read more... )

i need a book to read because i'm running out of music.
i want an ipod && to go to toys-r-us && something new to do && some good conversations with good people who aren't stuck up && he doesn't care :(

♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪♪
this isn't highschool
this isn't highschool
this isn't highschool
this isn't highschool
this isn't highschool

i'm pretty upset/unsure/confused about boys at this moment in time.  yep.

I ONLY HAVE 1 MORE DAY OF HIGH SCHOOL LEFT FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE.

tonight i went to juanita's for a little bit & saw a bunch of people from my senior class.  it was weirrdd.

then i went to vino's [punk rock prom] & i finally gave shawn his garden state dvd back that i've had ( Read more... )

please take me out of my body...

i saw say anything for the 3rd time friday night.
&&& i was on their guestlist.
only my name was spelt horribly wrong
but who cares [?]
thankshaley♥ let's do it again sometime, like everyday.

my brother acts so stupid sometimes.  "i self-medicate with drugs & alcohol to treat my extreme social anxiety."

casper called me ( Read more... )

Man Shot While Pumping Gas At A Little Rock Gas Station

-Little Rock - Little Rock police are investigating a Wednesday shooting that left one man dead. It all happened just after 2:00 at a gas station on the corner of Roosevelt and Martin Luther King.

Police say 24-year-old Julian Christopher Branch was pumping gas when the suspect opened fire. It ( Read more... )

today in english i sat in front of this boy who shot 2 kids.
those were the gunshots i heard that i watched the report about on the news.

he's out on bail
& he sat behind me in english.

i didn't feel very safe sitting with my back to an attempted murderer.
but then he made a joke.
that made me laugh.
& i felt better.
or maybe i just wanted to.

like you ( Read more... )

NORTHSTAR BROKE UP.

i am the cannon that will wreck your home
i am the sword that will reshape your bones
i am the piano that nobody plays
when everybody's home
i know your veins so much better than you
i know the condition of your heart
i can smell the glue
i know where you keep all the diamonds & the meat
i know how to eat them when they shut off the ( Read more... )