I just want to be happy and find someone to love, but i don't think i ever will. :(

This is one sick, fucked up world we live in.

Days like these just make me want to pack my bags and leave forever. I don't even think anyone would notice or care. More than anything i am tired of being picked on and feeling so ugly. I am tired of being called a dyke or a stupid freak. I just wish for one day i could be pretty like all of the other girls at my school and my friends. i have got ( Read more... )

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man i am so tired of being so lonely and just so alone. i wish i could find someone to love. instead of always falling for the wrong guy. it's always a guy who can never get over his exgirlfriend, a complete ass hole who treats me like shit, or a guy who only wants to have sex. gahh why the fuck can't i find a nice guy who just wants to be with me ( Read more... )

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It's weird how you can suddenly become ill with a horriable migrane headache and nauseated. Then it's amazing how you always feel better after throwing up. I have always found that to be really strange for the human body to do that. well today was alright except i am so confused though about my feelings for a guy. i can't wait till this weekend to ( Read more... )

I just realized simple things make me so happy. Cause i just got a bath with bubbles, candles, and music and it was so relaxing. And even things like playing video games with friends, and seeing them smile and hearing them laugh makes moments in life so great and happy. Simple things in life really do mean alot. I love winter time, ice and snow ( Read more... )