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[dream_bigger20]

They always spoke of the locked potential. Said if I could access it then I might really make something of myself. Well I couldn't. I never could fight the laziness that so easily lulled me to sleep. Each year it was "This is when I'll really start and work hard." Never happened. And now? Now I sit here alone in my room ignoring my studies knowing

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[kore_rising]

Shall I tell you the only truth I've learned after all my aimless years on the side of this planet? It's not nice, but it's true, even though I wish to hell it wasn't: Nothing, not love, not work, not money, not anything worth having, falls into your lap. You have to go out and fetch it, want it, work for it, live while you're trying to find it or else you end up in a sour little knot, screeching at deaf heaven with a vicious attack of the "why me?"s We have to be our own heroes, saddle up our own white chargers and don our own armour. Say yes to the world because it wants us to dance with life, not hide in the corner afraid of what might be

[dream_bigger20]

This was so written in a weak moment. My practical nature decided to leave me alone for a few hours despite my running after it. Hate when that happens! >.I agree that if we want MOST things in life we have to fight tooth and nail for them. But I think love is beyond that. I watched as my friends found their "better halves". They really didn't work too hard for that. Sure they put in effort now to keep things stable but they all managed to find their guys before they left high school (and I don't mean just typical teenage boyfriends. Most of them have been in relationships for 2-3 years now). The one thing that I want is the one thing that I'm powerless to get. Awesome, welcome to my life -_

[dream_bigger20]

I just found this as a prompt for round 7:

"What do you want?" "Nothing. That's a lie, I do want something. That's also a lie, I want everything. But for now I'll settle for anything." Awwww. ='(

How perfect is that?! SO much love for whoever posted! Gotta love how they express what I was trying to, in a few short lines lol