omg i cant go on the computer till sunday because i lied about seeing the butterfly effect.  wuteva

Today at like 11:15 Shay Jenay and I went to see Butterfly Effect. There was no one there. It was only the three of us in the theater. So that made it more scary...hahaha Jenay was holding on to my arm the whole movie. Oh my god it was the best movie i have ever seen. It's my new favorite movie. I have to go now becuase i have to clean up...

omg. I was banned froma community because I said that Ry was my cousin. the person was all "dont think ur going to get a good laugh..." im not trying to! Ryan Dusick is my cousin people! probably one of the best, too. My mom saw him with Kenny (which whom i love like he was my uncle) and Gina and Josh. At Michelle's thing. and he signed ( Read more... )

The whole day I was waiting for Amanda to get home. I figured that if she didnt get home soon, I would then go to Andrew's. Then, Amanda came home and I was able to go to her house. We went to Mike's but his mom said that him, Jake, BJ, Jo, and Andy were at Taco Bell. Since I wanted to see people really really bad, we decided to walk down to ( Read more... )

Gabella (12:08:53 PM): meryl ( Read more... )

I am going to Andrew's with mike and jake and ppl....MAYBE. since i've known andrew my whole life.  OMG I totally just erased the lonest entry!! POO! haha

It is about 11:37 on friday (game day). And i am in the computer lab. Adam and I are arguing over which music is better...and it's Maroon 5! haha! Computer is an OK class but at the moment, I am bored to death. I was on the M5 websites...and Joe Carter is being his usual self, crazy. ANd asking me out and telling me he loves me I do not like ( Read more... )

Let others lead small lives ( Read more... )

If only we could live forever...we would get to do everything
If only people realized that we have feelings...no one would taunt us
If only people knew that we had dreams...they could become a reality

For the longest time I sat in my room and cried thinking, "Is this what I really want...to live here in the middle of no where? No one cares about my ( Read more... )

ZJ: what u said today at P.E. like umm im a totally different person at school...well i try to hide what i am feeling. on the inside i feel like crying. because of all the faggots that seriously wont grow up. i know i shouldnt really care about what they say, but it HURTS like SHIT. people tell me to my face that they make fun of me...its kinda ( Read more... )