I think the change I've been searching for has finally arrived. I'm moving out of my parents house in Post Falls to Spokane to live with Chris. I was basically asked to leave.. but I left willingly. It's time for something different, and it's time for me to take control of my life rather than letting my parents run it for me. I'm really excited! We ( Read more... )

Well it's Christmas eve and I'm extremly happy cuz I'm talking to the one I've been missing and thinking about for the last few days. I told him I was falling in love with him. It didn't go as good as I wanted it to, but there was nothing bad about it. So, needless to say, I'm happy, and I'm in love!

Well, I'm not really as in the mood to update as ( Read more... )

It's almost Christmas!! This year went by so fast. I have some shopping left to do.. but for the most part I'm done, and broke.. It'll be good when I sell my books on Monday so I can get caught up a little bit. I was just talking to my dad.. and I think I'm going to change my major. Psychology is going to be another eight years of school. I don't ( Read more... )

It's that time of year again where every store decides to keep it's doors open a couple hours longer so no one will miss out on all the "fantastic" Christmas sales. It kinda bothers me how every holiday has become so comercialized.. and the true meaning is likely to be buried somewhere in the clearance rack. Christmas starts as soon as Thanksgiving ( Read more... )

I need to do something. Actually I need to do a lot of many things.. but one stands out the most. But I have absolutely no faith that I can do it. Or any of them for that matter. I don't know. Maybe I just need some good news or something.

I was supposed to have tomorrow off.. and I was kinda looking forward to it.. being Saturday and all. But it's ( Read more... )

I've been kinda in a good mood lately.. not sure why, but it works. So I decided to stop being dumb and go to school next semester. I have Psychology 205, Biology, Speech and English. I'm actually kinda excited. Hopefully I can be good and get myself to go to class, and pass! Well I'm gonna meet someone.. I'll write more later

I have come to a conclusion. If it isn't one thing... it's something else. I long for the day that everything is FINE! Not perfect, cuz nothing is... but just fine. I try to make one thing better.. but then something else gets worse. I'm so bad at this life thing lol

I quit Center Partners. No two week notice, not a word to anyone. I just kinda ( Read more... )

This feeling is new to me so I'm unable to identify it at the moment. For the time being I think I'll place it amongst guilt, anxiety, stress, depression, happiness, and indecisivness. I know what I want. I know exactly what I want, but I don't want to get it. I don't want to take the time to get it. So I guess technically I really don't want it ( Read more... )

So I'm at work. And I really don't want to be here... but I need the money. My phone is gonna get shut off again. At least this time it'll only be a few days rather than a few months. They'll probably charge a late fee though, so I'm gonna owe more than I want. And I have all these other bills to pay to. I hate money. The end ( Read more... )

Wow it's been awhile snice I've written a real entry in here... I can't believe it's October already! This year has gone by so fast and it's getting so cold outside! I want it to be warm again. Oh well, snows not that bad I guess. Anyways last weekend was a lot of fun. Chris and I drove up to Canada Saturday morning. It's such a pretty drive! Lots ( Read more... )