hell on earth

May 12, 2005 16:34


...how else to explain it?  yesterday, my heart stopped beating for a brief little while.  When it will be the same again, ...it will be a while.

I was preparing chocolate no-bake cookies on the stove.  The mixture was boiling for two minutes before I turned from the stove with it, lost my grip and poured it down the leg of a five year old girl ( Read more... )

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I'm so sorry nxd_fairy May 13 2005, 08:21:48 UTC
That really sucks!! But the deal is that bad things happen. . .nothing you can do to stop them. It wasn't like you did that on purpose. . .you would never do anything to purposfully hurt a child. Anyone who knows you knows that. . . The thing is you can't dwell on this. . .you can't let this defeat you, you cannot second guess yourself. IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. Nothing can be accomplished by beating yourself up about it. You can't change the past. . .you can either grow from your mistakes, or you can let them crush you. Don't get crushed. . .you are in my prayers. . .daily. Love you. . .I know this sounds really cheesy and stupid, but this too shall pass.

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