Gah.
Frustration sucks.
Will power sucks more
Not wanting to listen to the brain sucks even harder
Damn you feelings.
Jimmy is right... they are the worst things. Ever.

Do you have plans on Thursday ( Read more... )

So I have a key to your apartment ( Read more... )

yay for that painful stab in the face for doing something you know was right but you didn't want to do
yay for that painful stab in the chest for learning

The more you are there the closer I grow
I am afraid to hurt you
I'll always love you
There's nothing more that I regret

My brian is swirling again. Stupid brain
It seems like verytime i get comfortable with where I am at something gets thrown in to let me know i'm really not. It was made obviosly clear to me this weekend what I want and made just as clear that i can't have it.
Such is life eh?

Diane thinks I'm bipolar. It was just a joke but she thinks I should talk to someone about stuff. My mood swings aren't that bad but they are apparent to those who know me. Who knows. Maybe I should. My behavior is going down hill and I know the thoughts in my head. Mar. Internalizing things works better though.

Status: In a Relationship

I would just like to say...

Fuck you.

I've never looked at you in this light. It's weird to think that. It's weird to be jealous of something that will never happen. Hmmm

I had a horrible dream last night
I woke up bawling and so mad
I hated it.