tick-tock, where does the time go? gone are the days where I coudn't wait to grow up... it seems we only appriecate youth when we no longer have it. I am 18 years old... but I might as well be 80 ( Read more... )

Pretenses to fall away, exposing layer after layer of the unattractive emotion that defines me ( Read more... )

HAILEE FUCKING SUCKS. sssssuuuuuuuuccccckkkkksss. She did not attend a single class today, becuase she was HUNGEROVER because she drank untill the point of VOMIT on a MONDAY night. and her homework was done and everything ( Read more... )

once again the search for meaning licks like a flame at my edges. rain slaps at the world; god casts off his guilt by pouring it down just to chain us. I am a giver, but one who by name is a liar. I leech from the world what I try not to need-- my life is a race against debts I incur. wondering whether a life can be more of a burden than gift. ( Read more... )

I feel awesomely productive, and thus, happy. I am trying as hard as I can in all my classes, and doing well as a result. I just hope I can keep it up....

It's unfortunate that I have to derive my happniess from accomplishments, but what ever works, right? This shit is better that prozac and jack daniels combined.

Slowly... this albatross flaps crookedly through the night. She flies with the broken wings of an unrequieted lover ( Read more... )

Never be bored. What right could one possibly have to experience such a trivial institution? In this day and age, where there is so much waiting to be done, and an abundance of people to do it, why must we be "bored?"

Life is too short for the empty, the shallow, the trivial, and the mediocre.

Some fucking a-hole stole my bike over break.
And my keys are lost.
there is no heat in my building and I came back to a broken phone/answering machine.
But I didn't die in a tsunami and I saw Floater on New Years.
So I guess I broke even.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a great day. I did everything I had planned... and I did them alone. I don't think I talked to another person the entire day. And you know what? I haven't been that happy in MONTHS. I worked out for three hours and listened to the sexy music of Muse the whole time. I went to the library. I ate spinich nuggets and V8 (I am the only ( Read more... )