i'm not really sure how it got to this point. the point i'm at right now. but it did, and now i have to find a way to sort through the organized chaos that is my life and find a way to get back to "the norm", or whatever the fuck it is we have decided life should be like ( Read more... )

well, i went back last night and gave my number to someone to give to the meijer love of my life. [i'm laughing as i type this. it's so ridiculously funny to me] maybe he'll call. or maybe he'll be overly creeped out by the fact that i accidentally wrote my number on the back of a note i jotted down while on the phone with my dad, explaining where ( Read more... )

it's been a while.
i've got a new book.
"a collective epiphany burst forth in the room, and for me in particular. all these years i'd been complaining about men and their mixed messages; now i saw they weren't mixed messages at all. i was the one that was mixed up. because the fact was, these men had simply not been that in to me ( Read more... )

sometimes you're happy; sometimes you're not. sometimes all of your friends want to hang out and all you want to do is lay down by yourself. sometimes you want to talk on the phone for hours about absolutely nothing, and sometimes you just don't feel like answering, no matter who's calling. sometimes you can't stand your family, and sometimes they' ( Read more... )

( PICTURES! )

livejournal is dead.

i need to meet a new boy.

it's over ( Read more... )

this week has been absolute hell ( Read more... )

this has been really hard; it's a huge dose of reality ( Read more... )

RIP, Alicia & Ditchy.

May you look down on us all,
and forever rest in peace.

How many more of our friends
have to die before you guys get the picture?
stop.fucking.drinking.and.driving.