rawr.

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wow, what an amazing reaction.

I was telling mom and russell today how i was going to drop this one class (no, it's not writing circle, don't lets start THAT again people >< ) because there was no way that I could be around this person who was in it. I'm a very emotional person, i cry often and at many things, i flirt, maybe too much sometimes, ( Read more... )

alright, so first off, happy belated full moon to all my shifter/theirn friends! I went and practiced with my poi on my neighbor's roof and watched the moon and danced to krishna das and sung and cleaned my room by candle light to celebrate the full moon! It was very fun. Also, Mount Shashta was amazing, Stephanie and I really hit it off. we wewnt ( Read more... )

fasting, its good for the soul. except that i can't tell when i am hungry until i get all lethargic. exercise is good, except i need to learn when to stop. walking is good, except even santa cruz feels like i am pacing in a cage. i need adventure. maybe i'll go vist people, the metaphysics retreat with stephanie will be entertaining at least. new. ( Read more... )

i'm going to Mount Shasta on friday with Stephanie, the funness! Metaphysics is great, we watched A.I. yesterday, OMG that is SUCH a SAD movie, I creid. or i would have if i wasn't so damn siick. i skipped my classes today to sleep and write and get better. I have red lights and a smoke machine and silver plates and balloons in red and white and so ( Read more... )

"why aren't you sleeping well cassi?" mom asked me tonight when i said I was sick again. "do you have fear of something? are you very stressed right now? That may be why you aren't sleeping well ( Read more... )

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HYPER HYPER HYPER ( Read more... )

I haven't updated for a long time, I guess I have been waiting for something to be explained to me. It's twilight, my dawn. I've been having bad dreams lately, ever since I started going back to my classes, picking up my life. They aren't bad, really. I'm always dead or killed or about to be killed in them, but they aren't frightening. No one ever ( Read more... )

Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with
Cassi's DisorderCause:lack of sleepSymptoms:swearing, green blood, occasional long hair, nice dreamsCure:take a day off work

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