I hate how random little things give me flashbacks, of when I was happy. cause that makes me even sadder. like songs, or tastes, or smells, or pictures, or anything. this song reminds me of new years eve or the day after thanksgiving, I don't really remember which day it was ha, but it was a day me and anthony did E and everything was great and we ( Read more... )

I'm going camping tonight with nicole tiffany and danielle whoooo. im cited ( Read more... )

I try to write a long entry about all my thoughts but I can never finish it. I just tried again, not happening. not now at least.

32 has been my lucky number since I was little.
and starting this weekend, I have been seeing it, everywhere. like really ridiculously, I can't take it.

maybe you made me crazy with your 23 thing, idk.

i realized today 32 is 23 backwards, that's weird too.

omggggggg. i feel crazy.

ok so life fucking sucks.
i got written up for making melissa fight me OUT OF SCHOOL.
now i can't.
she fucking slit her wrists to make people feel bad for her.
i hope she kills herself, or tries to and goes to a mental hospital.
no joke, I want, the bitch, dead.
I am going to try as hard as I can to ruin her life.

My boyfriend fucked melissa burrage, 2 weeks before our one year anniversary. and i just found out now. people are more fucked up than i thought.

I feel dead and emotionless.
I can't even cry.
I don't know what to do.

oh man backstreet boys

im allowed on the computer again :D

11 days left of punishment!

I can'twait to go on a date with danyell when everyone else is on vacation oh yeahhh

OMFG HAS EVERYONE FORGOT ABOUT THE NEW ROLLERCOASTER AT SIX FLAAGS ( Read more... )

gaaaaaahhhhh I don't get to come back to school til march 30th, it's not that bad, cause that's when we get back from vacation, so I'm only missing 2 more days after this, but still, it's pretty gay. and they're sending hoem teachers to tutor me!?!?!?!?!?! gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
that is mad gay.

So I talked to my dad, I get off punishment April 7th! :D not bad.
my mom's letting anthony come over today cause I randomly started crying yesterday cause I missed him.
and I just finished my research paper.
oh and I got all my stuff back yayy and the hearing was fine and I'm probably going back to school this week.
I still need to finish my hw