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Yeah the truth is, I miss you.
Bryce Greenlee died in a car wreck on June 9th. He was hit by a drunk driver and I found Billy's, his best friend, Xanga. I don't know who Billy is or wheres he's from or anything like that, but I do know that I wish I knew him so I could just talk to him. Here is an entry
*JUNE 10TH*
my god. what am i going to do. my best friend passed away last night. Bryce was everything to me. he was hit by a drunk driver and killed instantly. im crying so hard right now. my heart is torn into 5748926t58493104589231576849305743543758
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pieces. how will i ever go on? i feel like a part of family is gone. what am i going to do?"
I kept on reading his entries seeing if something was going to happen, and this was his next entry
*JUNE 13TH*
"well, for the past 3 days i have been on the verge of suicide and im now starting to take anti-depression pills. i never thought that one pesons life could effect mine like it has. this all has happend so fast. i mean..he's only been gone for 4 days.. and this has all hapend. it just hasnt clicked into my head that.. "I will never see this kid EVER again." i mean..how am i supposed to go on with a hole in my heart? it's just...not possible. im really sorry for sounding like a emo kid... but these are my emotions. this is how i feel. im going to go before i start crying...again"
I started crying and didn't know what to do and I kept reading
*JUNE 14TH*
"so..i still fill no better then i did yesterday..or the day before that..or the day before that. i really feel like im going down hill. if i dont update in a long long time...please pray for me."
*JUNE 15TH* 10:10 pm
"Bye."
That last entry where he just said "Bye" made me cry harder,this kid fell apart after losing his best friend and he thought he couldn't survive without him. What if I lost my best friend? I can't live without her, she is my family and I love her. He lasted 5 days and then just fell apart he attempted suicide and was put in the hospital and soon after that died. This makes me think twice about everything, I hope it will do the same for you.