guys suck. ass.

okay..about ten million thoughts are all rushing around and crashing into one another. the most prominent is that my toes are so, so cold..especially the big toe on my left foot ( Read more... )

good god, what a wonderful day. :) it's simply beautiful out. and..last day of english! *yaaaaaaaaaaay* *grin* funny how i went from wanting to be an english major to just taking the class to taking it credit-non and just wanting to get the hell through it. :) oh well--no matter. it's all over ( Read more... )

huh.. well, it was an awesome night, but so sad. it was the last time the shafer astro group would ever meet.. we had a blast, though. *grin* singing to dana outside her window, the cake (which kicked much bum :)), the movie, the hugs, the goodbyes.. all in all it was a wonderful evening. and i will never forget that..i know ten years from ( Read more... )

first time i've ever wanted to drink and no one's here to give me any. first time i'm not going to wake up with a smile on my face in the morning, no matter what state i go to sleep in. probably why i can't sleep..cuz i know there'll be no smile, or reason to smile, tomorrow morning. who knew i'd take it this hard? the girl who thought she knew ( Read more... )

blah. and again i say blah.

so very lonely..

so much so that i have nothing better to do than put this entry in--the third today--and try to find solace in it.

is it possible to have this many mood swings in such a short period of time?

does it ever just strike you that life is so, so beautiful? i'm sitting here with my fan keeping me cool..and the wind from it.. i don't know. it's so soothing..and though it sounds cheesy, it's like someone stroking your cheeks sooo softly. and there's such a beautiful sky..with gold lining dark clouds. and great music.. and so calm, just ( Read more... )

okay..so today was one of the best days in a loong time for multiple reasons ( Read more... )

if you close your eyes and breathe deeply, you can smell spring's first attempts at showing itself. :-) what a sweet smell it is.. :-) fresh air and trees starting to think about shedding their winter coats and putting on their green sundresses. :-) and the sun! it's so warm and happy..it almost hugs you. :) what a great day it will be! :