So I'm getting so excited about having our daughter, only a little over 9 weeks left to go!!! I'm getting things in order for her room and my baby shower is coming up on August 2nd and I'm even more excited about that! She's a little on the big side, but we kind of knew this wouuld happen between the diabetes causing bigger babies and the fact ( Read more... )

So I haven't posted in a while...but I have new 3D pictures of our baby I think she's going to be super cute, but then again I have a bias opinion on the matter. Yet even though I'm super excited about the baby I'm starting to really freak out too. I have all of these crazy emotions and I just don't know what to do with them most of the time. ( Read more... )

I was a little stressed the day of our wedding. I felt fatter than usual and the pictures are proof of that, I was just all nervous for some reason. Yet Robert sat there the whole day calm and collected saying it felt like we had been married for a long time already. So as with most things he was right and our wedding was perfect. Just close ( Read more... )

So I'm getting married on Friday for the few out there that may not know yet. I posted a huge thing on myspace so I'm assuming everyone got the memo by now. I'm excited in a strange way. He's my everything, has been for as long as I've known him and in some weird way I always knew I'd end up with him in the end. He makes me laugh and calms me ( Read more... )

So the hormones have finally gotten the best of me these days - poor Robert! All I can say is I'm really lucky he still loves me! I just get in weird moods and I'll start crying over the most retarded things or for no reason at all! I'm really not liking this whole not being able to control my emotions thing! In other news I've gained more ( Read more... )

So I'm getting a little frazzled with all of the doctor appointments I've been having lately, and now I'm wearing an insulin pump...Hopefully it will help with my pregnancy, but at the same time it's way expensive, uncomfortable and I've got so much change going on that I'm starting to break a little bit under the pressure. Then I have an ( Read more... )

So I got my V-day gift early today!!! A digital camera! I've really been wanting one lately with the baby on the way and everything so I'm super happy about it! He's so good to me ( Read more... )

I think I'm falling head over heels in love again...any thoughts of whether or not this is a good idea?

Oh and I know the other person loves me, I'm just not sure what kind of love it is.

Lol, I suppose only time will tell...

So where do I even start? Well as you all already know, I had quit my job almost three weeks ago now. Yet that news is nothing in comparison to what happened exactly one week after I left...I found out that I was pregnant. Yeah, I was a little shocked myself to say the least. I was basically going into a mini melt-down. I mean I knew this wasn ( Read more... )

That I don't want to go through with this? I know you've made your mind up, but I've never been so scared of something in my entire life. I know I'm emotional, I know you know what you want, but where do I fit into that equation? I don't want to hate you, but I'm starting to. You're not the bad guy just because you know what you want, but at ( Read more... )