still going:

I woke in the morning
fisttwisted & jawbroke
sat back steryotyping blondes
when one bubble popped behind me
sat curled in the shower
pulling out shampoo residue
from inside my ears
I chocked on soap foam
stuttered and said,
get out of my bed

What are you afraid of?

I feel like this ( Read more... )

when i woke in the morning
fisttwisted and jawbroken
i kept my eyes closed
lunged back to what i thought
was better, before
my uncle joined the circus
and you became a clown
& i'm still stuck biting
popcorn kernels thinking
the show never went on.

first day of classes,
bring it on bitches!

Why I am Picky: Reason #82...

I want a boy who not only listens to, but rocks out to, the dresden dolls
i.e. songs like missed me, gravity, or half Jack

Why do people make such a grand deal about going out on New Years Eve? Does this mean that in order to ring in a new year one must show off the piece of his personality that adores partying, binge drinking, random sexual midnight trists that begin with a kiss and exploit their inhebriated self? I can't understand it...This is one night out of ( Read more... )

I do want to get married - indeed. I may be picky when it comes to love, but when you’re burnt by an oven a few times you best be a little hesitant before you go cooking by any new stoves. But, this is the way it will be:

( a wedding story! (as told during a lazy day at work with too much time to have fun) )

AND NOW! you beautiful people -
pictures from the first 21st birthday of a best friend of mine
and who better to begin with
than longest friend of them all?....

Kristin! ;)
happy 21 you wonderful girl
10 years and counting...


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just some random photos i happened to find;

...Twasn't my birthday or anything - i just have a thing for balloons and frowns...

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The Journal Entry Below is of Poems I needed to submit and Show for NCUR - the entry can be ignored, the comments option has been disabled - I just needed an on-line link to give for my work - sorry to confuse with a random entry of poetry

The Effects of the Amazon

heart broke,
I went down to the local store
to find glue
crazy, like the time before when I
found tape
it kept peeling in places it had bent before
but it's broken now

I ran into Jake, he said;
'You've gone and ( Read more... )