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[dreamerlost]

Well despite my efforts to get rid of this thing, I can't.

I am so angry most of the time. I feel like I have lost an outlet for creativity and I can't get it out. I have been coloring mandalas lately. This has helped. I can't even type correctly. I want to go to art school. I want, I want, I want. Maybe some community service would help balance

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[lance_bransen]

I kind of know what you mean about the loss of creativity.

Back in the day, I would go out to nice restaurants and write down things in my head on anything I could write on, then I'd save them in my wallet and eventually put them in a box I'd come back to later and read em all again.

There was something different about writing on paper than just posting on the net. Tangibility probably adds more to the intrinsic value.

I used to make radom music and write stuff with my buddy Nick, but thats been dwindling down over the years too. But, everyday it seems I hear something I like or I have an idea for something and I think about it a while until eventually I forget, and that gets frustrating.

Aren't Mandalas those drawings with colored sand the buddist do over several days and then sweep away? Nice.