keeping track of what i eat

[dreameroflight]

breakfast: water
lunch: water
dinner: 1/2 small bowl of plain rice, slice of spam and a little bit of spinach, plus oj

people that tell me to go on a diet are out of their minds. I need to eat better and exercise, not get on a diet. So that's what I'll do. I can't believe I'm doing this before thanksgiving. O well

Comments

[unwissend]

jesus woman, dont be insane!
Be happy the way you look.!
Seriously,. just try to eat healthier, dont restrict your self so much!

[dreameroflight]

I'm fine with how i look. And I'm not really restricting myself. I just get used to not eating breakfast or lunch. I'm usually not even awake during those times. And today I just didn't feel like eating. I do get the munchies now and then tho. But yea, I know my whole sleeping/eating schedule is out of whack...

[emidala]

Tell me about it. The past week my meals, twice a day, have consisted of:
1. a few pieces of lettuce
2. baby corn
3. three glasses of powerade
4. a cup of tea with milk
- and that's it. I can't eat. All I can consume without getting sick is alcohol, and then I get all weird and drunk and strange emotions take over my mind and my evening ends up with my crying and wanting to consume something highly toxic.
It is crazy what food does to us. I don't get it. I have always been pretty bad at eating here at I-House since I am a vegetarian and allergic to garlic, but after my food poisoning experience I have not been able to eat anything. I am losing weight pretty fast and although I do not resent my new fairy tale face, I know it is not healthy. I hate being hungry. I hate food. Well, more correctly, I hate the dining hall - but since I am so poor, I cannot eat elsewhere. Aaaaaaaaaah. Try to take care of yourself, though, and I will do the same, some way or another.