X's next to what I HAVEN'T done ( Read more... )

Music helps.

I think I understand him a little better. I got so frustrated that he wouldn't quit smoking weed for me, but I didn't know it was a habit that started when he was 9. I'm more patient with him - he's more patient with me - we're better to each other ( Read more... )

Something else I thought I should write about ( Read more... )

I feel really... left out. No one bothers to call me anymore. And no one seems to want to pick up their phones. I called so many people this weekend... even you, Jill! I want to enjoy the time I have without a little one running around, but all I end up doing is sitting at home. Ever since I quit smoking, there's.. NOTHING to do. I was supposed to ( Read more... )

I'm pulling out my hair:

He loves me/He loves me not

He wants to be with me/He doesn't

He wants to see me/He won't see me for days

He'll be around to be a father/He wants to sent me money instead

I love him/I hate himHe needs to make up his damn mind about whether he is going to be with me or not. I hope the answer is yes, but I can't have ( Read more... )

Other than a minor dissagreement last night about phone calls and what not, I'd say I had a lovely weekend. KJ went to the zoo for the first time, where I found out he was afraid of snakes. He also tried dip-n-dots for the first time. We pet goats, saw our favorite animals, and fed ducks. It was just what I needed ( Read more... )

My response to Micheal's last entry ( Read more... )

I don't know why I start crying in the middle of class. I don't know why I freaked out and ran into the middle of the street. I don't know why I scream so such and so harshly. I'm tired of being depressed, down, angry. I tried to have a different attitutde and it works - for half a day, a few hours, a few minutes. Something I can't control is ( Read more... )

During my six weeks exam in English I read a story I remember reading when I took the TAAS a couple of years back. It was a story about an Irish firefighter who's passion for writing is renewed by a letter he writes ( Read more... )