Sigh

[dreamerswaking]

I broke up with Joe today. I didn't mean to hurt him but I could tell I did. It hurts to know I hurt him. I now remember why I don't date. It's easier that way. No hurt feelings and no broken promises. My good intentions never turn out as I mean them too

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[ashluvsinuyasha]

hey Faran.
i was just wondering. did you break up with this Joe Character because you didn't fall in love with him in a month? i dont think thats really enough time though. of course it is enough time to know that you dont really feel a certain way about someone.
i know what its like to worry about your family. mines not doing to great either.
My little sister Brittanie is going to have surgery and im really worried about her too. v.v and my grandma Sue is always sick lately, her Lupus is getting worse so her boy is covered in soars now. she has no job and has maxed credit cards to pay her rent. my moms boyfriend just lost his job so im worried about all of them over there, with my three younger sibblings depending on the two of them they cant afford to lose their jobs.
I really think the stress is getting to my head.i wanted you to know that i think adam and i have finally found a place to move to. and so if you ever need a place to go you are ALWAYS welcome here. for as long as you want. also i think my grandma is going to move

[dreamerswaking]

I'm sorry to hear about your grandma. When is your sisters surgery?
It's great that you've found your own place! Thank you very much for the offer, it means alot.
In reference to Joe, I just feel that we are better off friends. The connection just wasn't there and I didn't want to prolong the relationship and hurt him more later on. It kills me now to know that I hurt him even though I didn't do it on purpose.

Changing subjects: Do you want to go Day After Thanksgiving shopping with me. It's a great time to go and get presents for people 'cause of all the sales.

[ashluvsinuyasha]

Actually that would be great. adam has to work at noon. and im probably going to give my hours away that day. otherwise they had me scheduled at 7am. my availablity is from 430 pm on. and i told them thats becuase i dont own a car and have to make sure that at least adam parents are home. and this discution happened just two weeks ago. they should know better. i mean. i know that its going to be crazy busy but they should have a sign up sheet like usually. i mean GOSH!!
so anyways. yeah that would be great if i didn't have to finish my shopping by noon. because i wanted to hit alot more places. we should come up with a place to meat or something. or maybe all three of us go. idk. ill talk to adam about it. hes sleeping right now >_>