hey. i realized i only write sad ad depressing journals i need to be a little bit happier. and i think this weekend has done it!! :) well as you know on friday it was my birthday and now im fifteen!! yaah!! in novmeber i get my permit i cant wait lol but when i came home from cassidys house i did a few chores and then i ended up going to walmart ( Read more... )

hey guys i think everything is worked out between me and my sister!! she said she doesnt care that i still talk to her firend as long as i dont talk about her then im fine so im happy because i was goign to be upset if that was it but im happy ( Read more... )

hey lately my sister has been a bitch to me alot. everyone i talk to about it says i should tell her to fuck off and leave me alone but i cant. we used to be friends but now i dont even know if she considers me family. lets see it all started on may 25 a lot she has done to me in the past three days. everytime she looks upset i ask what is wrong ( Read more... )

this weekend i had my birthday party and it sucked except when me and three other friends came home. i had fun then. we ended up sleeping at my next door neighbors house because they were out of town and they dont mind but that night cahills mom called and my brother brought the phone to us and her mom started being like overprotective. and now she ( Read more... )

last night i found out some news i didnt know how to react to. see my dad told me to call my nanny (grandma) in new jersey because he had bad feeling so i called her and everyone is ok. but my nanny and i were talking about my mother and i found out she is in jail again for braking her probation. and that was no surprise to me. but now she is forty ( Read more... )

lets see on friday school was good i guess. i had to take my algebra sol. i think i actually passed. i hope i did. but i found out that guy that i like has a girlfriend and that was his girlfriend that he kissed in front of me. so oh well ( Read more... )

why do i have to wait? i always have to be the wait to wait on other people. i always am the first to speak my mind but i have to wait and hear what others think. i dont just mean like thinking out loud i mean when i tell someone i like them. i have to wait to see what they have to say and it isnt very fun waiting around like that. but of course ( Read more... )

ok so its been since the sixth since i have updated!! alot has happened between then and now ( Read more... )

hey today was cool untill i got into third block which is weird because i love that class but today there is a guy in there that i like and he now knows i like him and it wasnt really all that bad but he was all talkng about it and it was werid how he found out but hte thing is he has a girlfriend but he doesnt he even know whether they are going ( Read more... )

1. have you ever loved some one so much it made you cry ( Read more... )