Today was really bad. Work was bad. After work was bad. Work, on the lesser scale, a dog almost ripped his toes off. Lauren's palm is bruised from saving the stupid psycho. But on the heavier side, people are missing. I hope that they are okay. I just don't get why though...so many different possibilities are running through my mind so fast, but ( Read more... )

I just got home from work, and Brian is closing...so for as sad as it that i don't get to see him, it also means that I have a nice, peaceful night to myself. something that i dont come by all too often. Who knows what I will do, but damnit! I WILL ENJOY IT!!! lol. I start training in grooming on monday though, so It's all good! Anyways...off to ( Read more... )

Today brian and i had an amazing time together..until about 10 when he got called into work. We both got sad :( BUT!!! on the bright side!! We get to be together allllll day tomorrow. He's renting movies tonight for us to watch tomorrow, and we are going to go bowling again tomorrow, and we aren't anwering our phones for anyone but our parents... ( Read more... )

I got my tshirt today. Its fun...i look stupid. I cant wait to finally know EXACTLY what i am doing and how to do it. I really wish that i was a specialist and not a cashier. But i guess whatever. There are only four registers and like 10 cashiers. I dont really know though. i don't really care either. Its a thing called money and depression. Money ( Read more... )

Work is cool. I get my t-shirt tomorrow!! WHOO HOO!!! Really, im not that excited about it though. lol. I work from 12-9, but Angie said that i'll probably only be there until four. So whatever. I'm good with that too. My uncle is coming in from florida today, he'll be here in about an hour, so I'll get to see him, Briand works 4-close (midnight) ( Read more... )

Im really excited to start my job. I start on thursday finally. 36 hours in 4 days. HELL YEAH! Anyways, The only thing that sucks is that right now mine and brians scheduals are anything but the same. He closes three night in a row, then I start work, and we both get off around the same time, but the two days that he has off...i spend working. ( Read more... )

Even though i still get touchy and crabby for all of my goings on lately, and even though I can have biggest mood swings in the world, Brian still makes it all okay. If i am breaking down and sobbing he'll just hold me and make me feel better, and we'll talk afterwards, If im tired he just sits there and runs his fingers through my hair until I ( Read more... )

anche se ti amo con tutte le mie rotture e lo faccio arrabbiare ancora desideri che per me era occasionalmente possibile odiarli. Ma I don't e quel spaventi me perché so che finalmente lo lascerete. E perfino allora esso sarà impossible affinchè me li odino. E conoscete che cosa quello? Lo lascia che crying e rotto hearted. Non desidero concludersi ( Read more... )

The only thing i want right now to make me feel better is brian holding me while i sleep. He always makes me sleep more peaceful. My whole body still aches. And i can only hear a little bit, everything else is okay, but im spitting up blood. I just hope i don't miss prom. I'll go on my death bed if i have to. I love you Brian...i just want to be ( Read more... )

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