I know i ended this journal... but this is something that is 100% my life.... and i think u need to see...

[dreamin4better]

Taken to the child state of mind I sit here in my room, shaking, trembling, and crying in fear. My dad has gone too far. I fear him. I fall before him and crawl on my floor across my pitch black room trying to push down the heaves that are filling my throut with vomit, mucus and terror

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I just got done reading your entry

[mellie8418]

Alcoholism can be a very scary thing to be around. I don't know if I ever told you, but my mom used to be married to one, but left him because of it. I used to be frightened to while near him...Tiffany, his daughter, one night was putting posters on the wall using tacks, and he came in and completely flipped out after a few beers because he had forgotten that he told her she could use them in her wall. I just thank God that he never laid a fucking hand on me while I visited there, but my mom wasn't so lucky. I know that my experience is far different than your own, but I want to tell you to be strong, for you only have a year left and I will always be close by...you know where I live.

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[dreamin4better]

lol, no. you don't know me. But, i came across your journal one day and it was quite humorous. It made my day. So i added you as my buddy, if that is alright.

~Brittany