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[dreamin_n_starz]

today after church we had our first play practice.. im not in it. im supposed to be the set designer or something like that.. i paint the set and such, but i really wanted to be in the play. there were only 5 female parts though and everybody else had a preference as to who they wanted to be so i got the shaft, which sucks, but i didn't say

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best friends for life?

[_neverbugs_]

glad to see you had a good time at my house.
it shouldn't bother me that you didn't talk about it..but of course you said something about not talking to him, but did you ever think that I was here for you this weekend? that sometimes it is good to have a weekend without your crush/boyfriend. i am not trying to critisize you, but do you really know how bad you hurt my feelings sometimes? i love you Kara..but I really think that I am not as important to you as you are to me. but I just have to accept things as they are. you will be my best friend for life, not matter if the feeling is mutual.

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[dreamin_n_starz]

Casey- im sorry that i hurt your feelings. i find it sort of ironic that you feel that im more important to you than you are to me, especially b/c of my crush... mainly b/c i seem to feel the same way sometimes about you. all those entries you write about how Brock is your world and your reason for living and all that stuff. i mean, if you write all those things isn't it ok if i write about how i feel? its my journal and yeah, i leave out parts sometimes not always intentionally but i think about him the way you think about Brock, its not that you're not important to me, you are... i don't know how to make you get that... im not certian about where i am in my relationship with him and im trying to figure it out in my mind so i write it out, sometimes i just need to get the bad or confusing stuff out... ilu .. cake