Where have you gone?

Pretty chill day. Came home after work and hung around home all night. I love so much just being able to sit and do nothing. I'm always running around. Its nice to have a day to stop and relax. Worked on Matt's Xmas gift. I'm not sure what else I'm going to do with it, but it's coming along great. To think this'll be the first year I'm not ( Read more... )

Dylan was so good. I was the first person to the stage (minus the couple early entry people, but I got to be dead front and center anyways). All the older people there smelled so bad it was nauseating. I tried to breath out of my mouth but that didn't really work.  Monsters of Folk in nyc was probably one of the best shows i've been to in a long ( Read more... )

 I woke up with my nose all stuffed up, no biggy so I blow it thinking that would help and next thing you know my hands are covered in blood and i'm even spitting it up. I still am. What a gory thing to have to deal with in the morning. I just wish it would stop bleeding already. I'm supposed to meet up with Matthew boy for his lunch break but how ( Read more... )

I don't really watch tv, but what I can get down with are good commercials. Yeah, they hold my attention.

Made it out to Borders earlier after stopping at Starbucks with Matthew (maybe explaining why I have so much energy at 12:30 ..or did the clocks go back already?). Got Chronicles Vol 1. My heads been stuck in it since I picked it up. Now Matt ( Read more... )

Matthew absolutely adores Looney Tunes he cracks up the whole time its on, its so cute. I love him.

6days till Monsters of Folk in NYC, 8 days till BOB DYLAN. I am so excited.

Stomachs in knots, probably the worst feeling ever. I don't know what it is that I want, but I know its so much more then this. I want out. I want to get away from here. Find new places and faces. I can't stand the cold. Take me where it's warm. If it weren't for Matt I'd probably be long gone. I don't know if I wish I was by now. I'm ready for ( Read more... )

Went out to this costume party with Joe, Vinny and Stubs last night. Matt went as Bob Dylan and I failed at being Edie Sedgwick. I spent $70 on this Free People sequin dress that is so beautiful. I'm in love with it. I want to wear it everywhere I go. No one even had to ask what Matt was with my wayfarers on there was no difference. It was so ( Read more... )

Out of nowhere the sound stopped working on my computer. Luckily I have my record player to save the day. I cant be in my apartment without some kind of noise. Its too lonely and any noise I hear from outside frightens me. So solution, constant music. I even sometimes just turn on the TV as background noise, since its rare for me to watch it.

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Racing down the streets in the cold
bundled up with scarves, and jackets
at 2:30am with the top down.

I miss being a living person.