MARILYN MANSON LYRICS
"Coma White"
There's something cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass
In her miracle mile

‘Cause you were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today
Today to run away

A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her ( Read more... )

 so spending over 36 hours in a hospital was the worst experience of my life.

just got back from melbourne for 3 days. my cousin is leaving for the navy, he's becoming a seal. we had a going away party for him. majority of my dad's side of the family showed up, but it was only the family who matters so it was good seeing everyone. it was hard saying bye to him. he's a month younger than me.. we grew up together and now he's ( Read more... )

siesta keys was amazing. spending four days away from this shithole with my family was a beautiful thing. my dad and i drank margaritas at the bungalow and got pretty tipsy, oh good times. the beaches were BEAUTIFUL and the sunsets were even more amazing. the place where we stayed was just so serene. it was amazing being able to do absolutely ( Read more... )

i'm done. i graduated! goodbye central highhhhh!

blah. 3 more days and i'm done, for good, with high school and central. fuck off, goodbye. no missing that. this week is just going by too slow for my liking. show tomorrow night.. the stress is just never ending for me. one thing right after another.. and another..

so here i am again writing about how, yet again, i fucked up. only exception to this time is i fucked up BIG time. i ended up almost flipping my truck on forest oaks on tuesday. see, it wouldn't have been so bad, but i had a few drinks before i started driving. granted i wasn't drunk, maybe a little buzzed, but that doesn't matter to my friend ( Read more... )

damn.. i can't believe it's happening again.

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so i turn 18 in 4 days. werd.