my history paper is killing me. I have 5 pages and I don't have much more to say. I need 3 more pages. I don't want to say much more. I'm tired of this whole experience. I know I could just bullshit it and be done, but I actually respect this teacher. I know she pays attention to what I write after having me for two semesters. I know she likes me ( Read more... )

I've licked envelopes that taste better than your cake.

Today was amazing ( Read more... )

I miss Nikki.

I am throwing myself into a bad situation at 100 miles an hour and I can't stop myself. I'm going to make myself miserable, but I can't do anything else.

so i've been trying to sleep for four hours now. i almost did about two hours ago and then my mom got up and ruined the almost sleeping. saturday was shitty. i'm stressed about a lot of things. i managed to be grumpy around my friends tonight so i feel bad about that. i'm skipping the easter lunch thing tomorrow b/c i have a project and i haven't ( Read more... )

i went out to the breakfast club tonight and had so much fun. i just wish nikki hadn't been feeling bad and that cathy had had a better time. the dj sucked, but there were a few good songs and i danced. it was great ( Read more... )

I wouldn't want this to be any other way, but sometimes it kills me ( Read more... )

I never knew that my heart could grow so quickly and that I could learn to love. I've always been afraid, but now I'm not. I'd rather take the risk and feel the rewards than waste my time alone. I don't think they know that I have learned so much in so short a time. I've learned what it feels like to be instantly liked. I feel so cared about. I am ( Read more... )

my life has been so crazy for the past couple of weeks ( Read more... )

because i hate dating ( Read more... )