100 Questions --- WIP.
Part 1: The Basics
1. What is your full name? Aislin Ophelia Castius
2. Where and when were you born? At home in Golspie, Scotland. It's just too tacky to be born in a hospital. Much better the traditional way.
3. Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.) Father's name is Claudius Egethor (he only likes to be called by his second name because Claudius really is just a formality... It's been the first name of Castius men for centuries) and he works in money lending and laundering investing. He's just too splendid for words, and so good to me... that's because I'm his Princess. Mama's name is Sereline, pretty, isn't it? She stays at home and looks after our family finances and resources. She never has had a job, because she married Father straight out of Hogwarts. She is just so wonderful, and the best mother anyone could ever hope to have, or be like.
4. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like? No, I'm an only child. Poor Mama and Father, they always wanted more children.
5. Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people. Well, home will always be ((Dunrobin Castle)) the Castius estate, otherwise known as Fionan, with Father, Mama, and six house elves. During the school year however, I live at Hogwarts in my dear little Slytherin dormitory underneath the lake with Quinn, Gillian, Julianna, Lilith, Diophantus, and Madeline
6. What is your occupation? A student, but I hope to be a good wife and mother as soon as I finish Hogwarts.
7. Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks I have very fair skin, thankfully without blemishes or freckles and I swear I didn't use any charms to make it so! My eyes are green, my hair is blonde, and my height is 5'8. Merlin save me if I ever start to look chubby! My clothes are always of the latest fashion, but never anything scandalous because it doesn't do to look like a whore now, does it? I do have a tattoo on one of my arms, but it's nothing that I would ever admit openly to.
8. To which social class do you belong? The highest. Is there any other? Wait, there is, isn't there? One of filth and idiots and people with no charisma or sense of social being. I suppose that I can't blame them though, can I?
9. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? I'm desperately allergic to dragon hide it brings me out in the most unsightly and billywigs, but I've only had that unfortunate experience once.
10. Are you right- or left-handed? Left handed, but still very able to do wonderful caligraphy and not smudge it, thank you.
11. What does your voice sound like? I have hardly any accent at all! Well, at least not some Scottish one that can be deciphered by naught but a soul. Heavy accents do make people sound uneducated, don't they?
12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently? 'Of course' seems to be used quite often, but that is only used when things are quite evident.
13. What do you have in your pockets? Nothing at all, apart from my wand. Having many things in your pockets does nothing for your appearance.
14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? Of course I don't! Strange mannerisms, annoying habits? No, I do have some sense of how to behave in society, thank you.
Part 2: Growing Up
15. How would you describe your childhood in general? It was superb. Mama was my best friend, and I got to meet so many of my friends who have stuck by me even until now. The only horrible part was Samantha, because she was supposed to be like a sibling, but never was. I loved getting to spend time around the important people, the grown up people, the sucessful people.
16. What is your earliest memory? Hm, I'm young. Very young. Mama is screaming, but the houseleves won't let me see. Mama turns mad for a while after that... Father, too. Silent, and angry. I still don't know what that was about.
17. How much schooling have you had? I had a personal tutor since the age of three, where I was taught many things. The basic skills of learning, and instruments. Now I'm in my sixth year at Hogwarts and it's just splendid.
18. Did you enjoy school? I love school. When I first started it was all so bad... sharing a room with other people, not having my own personal house elf, having to share a home with mudbloods and blood traitors. I love it now, though. I'm so glad my parents wouldn't allow me to pull out of school, because I adore it so much now.
19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? I learnt everything from private tutors, coaches, Mama, or Father. Many things started when I was three- flying lessons, instructions from Mama. Lessons in counting and reading from personal tutors. Piano from my dear music tutor. When I was four I started the Violin by a separate music tutor. Five was when Samantha and I started figure flying, and all of these were continued on until I reached Hogwarts. I still get them during the holidays, and I practice during the school year. I love my skills, most other students gave them up, and that's just silly. And dancing. I've always been a dancer. Ballroom of course, not that filthy modern trash.
20. While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them. Mama and Father have always been the greatest role models. Father for how much he has achieved, and Mama because she is the best mother and wife. I've hardly seen any female who is better at womanly duties than my own mother.
21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? My immediate family is so close, we love each other and get along so well. You would stress yourself finding a better or closer family. My extended family is another matter... I don't have any cousins my own age that I care to admit to having, though I do love my Aunt (even though she is a little misinformed).
22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? A great wife and mother. This has never, and will never change.
23. As a child, what were your favorite activities? Figure flying, and playing instruments, and socialising. I had the best tea parties as a child, they were brilliant. As for the others, why shouldn't I have turned my favourite activities into skills?
24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? I was a perfect child, Mama says I never cried, and never spoke out of turn. Father agrees, and he also says that I was one of the prettiest children as well. If they say all of that, and they had to know because they were my parents, then it has to be true. My flying instructor always tells me that I was competative then, too.
25. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?
26. When and with whom was your first kiss? Sean du Lac, he was eight and I was five... it was in their garden and he had been pushing me on a swing. Their garden is really rather pretty, actually.
27. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? What is this question? Is someone trying to impune my reputation? Of course I'm still a virgin! It would hardly be proper for me to have... done things... before I'm married, would it?
28. If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today. I'm normal, thank you very much. Absolutely, brilliantly, normal. Influences in my past that have lead me to do the things I do today are my own will and need of achievement.
Part 3: Past Influences
29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far? First and foremost, it was being born. Secondly it was what I did this summer, which confirmed my entire being, objectives, and what I want out of life. It really is wonderful to know who you are.
30. Who has had the most influence on you? My Mama and Father, beyond any reasonable doubt.
31. What do you consider your greatest achievement? Winning the United Kingdom Figure Flying Award. After that I got to compete internationally, and I came fifth. Yes, I know that I should have done better but most of those other competatives were twice my age, twice as experienced and trained full time. I only train during the summer, so you could imagine my surprise!
32. What is your greatest regret? Not -this is hard for me- being better to Samantha. She was just as horrible to me, of course. But she is the closest thing to a sister that I have, and we hardly act like it.
33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done? Turning people. Making them doubt themselves, their families, their ethics. When I am so strong in my own ability to recognise who I am, I feel a bit cruel taking that away from others. But it is needed. Their sense of being is incorrect, and they all need to know that.
34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind? No. Although I should.
35. When was the time you were the most frightened? The first month of this year was the worst. I felt... alone. And silly. Like when I had tried on Mama's pretty shoes as a child, and they had been such a horrible fit. It's better now, and I'm proud, but I had been scared back then. Since Lyndysty has been prosecuted, I've had this horrible feeling... but I will come to terms with it.
36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?
37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
38. What is your best memory?
39. What is your worst memory?
Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions
40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? Optomistic towards myself and my closest friends. Scathingly pessimistic to all others.
41. What is your greatest fear?
42. What are your religious views?
43. What are your political views?
44. What are your views on sex?
45. Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
48. What do you believe makes a successful life?
49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?
50. Do you have any biases or prejudices?
51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?
52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?
Part 5: Relationships With Others
53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?
54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
56. Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.
57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.
58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.
59. What do you look for in a potential lover?
60. How close are you to your family?
61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?
62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?
63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why?
66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?
69. Do you care what others think of you?
Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
71. What is your most treasured possession?
72. What is your favorite color?
73. What is your favorite food?
74. What, if anything, do you like to read?
75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?
76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?
77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
78. What makes you laugh?
79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you?
80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?
81. How do you deal with stress?
82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
83. What are your pet peeves?
Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
84. Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
85. What is your greatest strength as a person?
86. What is your greatest weakness?
87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
89. Are you generally organized or messy?
90. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
91. Do you like yourself?
92. What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons...)
93. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime? To be the best I can be. To raise my children, and cater for my husband in the most wonderful, perfect manner, which will have others seeing me as a role model.
94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? A mother of at least two children, with an adoring husband.
95. If you could choose, how would you want to die? Defending the rights of my kind. Scouring filth and worthless beings away.
96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. It depends on whether it would be before or after marriage. If it was before, I have half the mind that I would do everything that I haven't done that I want to do in due time (after marriage) because there always was the promise that it would happen. I do want to allow myself to fall in love, I do want to experience love in its purest, scandalous form... and I want to do that before I die. So that's two... the other would be to go out with a bang. Without repercussions I could give people what they deserve. Take out as many blood traitors and aurors as I can. If I was informed of this '24 hours' thing after marriage, and after children, there is only one thing which I can think of myself doing and that is spending the entire time with my husband and children, as if trying to impose upon them all the love I feel for them so that they'll remember it for the rest of their lives, long after I'm gone.
97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? Being sucessful and doing everything I want to do. Protecting my beliefs, values, and ethics. Accomplishing far more than the normal person ever will. Being pure.
98. What three words best describe your personality? Lovely, perceptive, and achieving.
99. What three words would others probably use to describe you? Beautiful, pretentious, and arrogant... depends who you ask, really. ((Thanks Ling))
100. If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice...) Come now dearling, you can't very well actually think that the world is truely the way you see it? Don't you realise just how innocent and blind to the real world you actually are? Stop listening to your parents, please! And you might actually be able to eventually turn into a decent person. You really are mistaken if you actually believe that you're the one making the decisions... your father is a Slytherin, they manipulate, that's what they do. Why can't you see that? As well as you manipulate others, you're so oblivious to how you're being played with by your parents. Good luck.
1. What is your full name? Aislin Ophelia Castius
2. Where and when were you born? At home in Golspie, Scotland. It's just too tacky to be born in a hospital. Much better the traditional way.
3. Who are/were your parents? (Know their names, occupations, personalities, etc.) Father's name is Claudius Egethor (he only likes to be called by his second name because Claudius really is just a formality... It's been the first name of Castius men for centuries) and he works in money lending and laundering investing. He's just too splendid for words, and so good to me... that's because I'm his Princess. Mama's name is Sereline, pretty, isn't it? She stays at home and looks after our family finances and resources. She never has had a job, because she married Father straight out of Hogwarts. She is just so wonderful, and the best mother anyone could ever hope to have, or be like.
4. Do you have any siblings? What are/were they like? No, I'm an only child. Poor Mama and Father, they always wanted more children.
5. Where do you live now, and with whom? Describe the place and the person/people. Well, home will always be ((Dunrobin Castle)) the Castius estate, otherwise known as Fionan, with Father, Mama, and six house elves. During the school year however, I live at Hogwarts in my dear little Slytherin dormitory underneath the lake with Quinn, Gillian, Julianna, Lilith, Diophantus, and Madeline
6. What is your occupation? A student, but I hope to be a good wife and mother as soon as I finish Hogwarts.
7. Write a full physical description of yourself. You might want to consider factors such as: height, weight, race, hair and eye color, style of dress, and any tattoos, scars, or distinguishing marks I have very fair skin, thankfully without blemishes or freckles and I swear I didn't use any charms to make it so! My eyes are green, my hair is blonde, and my height is 5'8. Merlin save me if I ever start to look chubby! My clothes are always of the latest fashion, but never anything scandalous because it doesn't do to look like a whore now, does it? I do have a tattoo on one of my arms, but it's nothing that I would ever admit openly to.
8. To which social class do you belong? The highest. Is there any other? Wait, there is, isn't there? One of filth and idiots and people with no charisma or sense of social being. I suppose that I can't blame them though, can I?
9. Do you have any allergies, diseases, or other physical weaknesses? I'm desperately allergic to dragon hide it brings me out in the most unsightly and billywigs, but I've only had that unfortunate experience once.
10. Are you right- or left-handed? Left handed, but still very able to do wonderful caligraphy and not smudge it, thank you.
11. What does your voice sound like? I have hardly any accent at all! Well, at least not some Scottish one that can be deciphered by naught but a soul. Heavy accents do make people sound uneducated, don't they?
12. What words and/or phrases do you use very frequently? 'Of course' seems to be used quite often, but that is only used when things are quite evident.
13. What do you have in your pockets? Nothing at all, apart from my wand. Having many things in your pockets does nothing for your appearance.
14. Do you have any quirks, strange mannerisms, annoying habits, or other defining characteristics? Of course I don't! Strange mannerisms, annoying habits? No, I do have some sense of how to behave in society, thank you.
Part 2: Growing Up
15. How would you describe your childhood in general? It was superb. Mama was my best friend, and I got to meet so many of my friends who have stuck by me even until now. The only horrible part was Samantha, because she was supposed to be like a sibling, but never was. I loved getting to spend time around the important people, the grown up people, the sucessful people.
16. What is your earliest memory? Hm, I'm young. Very young. Mama is screaming, but the houseleves won't let me see. Mama turns mad for a while after that... Father, too. Silent, and angry. I still don't know what that was about.
17. How much schooling have you had? I had a personal tutor since the age of three, where I was taught many things. The basic skills of learning, and instruments. Now I'm in my sixth year at Hogwarts and it's just splendid.
18. Did you enjoy school? I love school. When I first started it was all so bad... sharing a room with other people, not having my own personal house elf, having to share a home with mudbloods and blood traitors. I love it now, though. I'm so glad my parents wouldn't allow me to pull out of school, because I adore it so much now.
19. Where did you learn most of your skills and other abilities? I learnt everything from private tutors, coaches, Mama, or Father. Many things started when I was three- flying lessons, instructions from Mama. Lessons in counting and reading from personal tutors. Piano from my dear music tutor. When I was four I started the Violin by a separate music tutor. Five was when Samantha and I started figure flying, and all of these were continued on until I reached Hogwarts. I still get them during the holidays, and I practice during the school year. I love my skills, most other students gave them up, and that's just silly. And dancing. I've always been a dancer. Ballroom of course, not that filthy modern trash.
20. While growing up, did you have any role models? If so, describe them. Mama and Father have always been the greatest role models. Father for how much he has achieved, and Mama because she is the best mother and wife. I've hardly seen any female who is better at womanly duties than my own mother.
21. While growing up, how did you get along with the other members of your family? My immediate family is so close, we love each other and get along so well. You would stress yourself finding a better or closer family. My extended family is another matter... I don't have any cousins my own age that I care to admit to having, though I do love my Aunt (even though she is a little misinformed).
22. As a child, what did you want to be when you grew up? A great wife and mother. This has never, and will never change.
23. As a child, what were your favorite activities? Figure flying, and playing instruments, and socialising. I had the best tea parties as a child, they were brilliant. As for the others, why shouldn't I have turned my favourite activities into skills?
24. As a child, what kinds of personality traits did you display? I was a perfect child, Mama says I never cried, and never spoke out of turn. Father agrees, and he also says that I was one of the prettiest children as well. If they say all of that, and they had to know because they were my parents, then it has to be true. My flying instructor always tells me that I was competative then, too.
25. As a child, were you popular? Who were your friends, and what were they like?
26. When and with whom was your first kiss? Sean du Lac, he was eight and I was five... it was in their garden and he had been pushing me on a swing. Their garden is really rather pretty, actually.
27. Are you a virgin? If not, when and with whom did you lose your virginity? What is this question? Is someone trying to impune my reputation? Of course I'm still a virgin! It would hardly be proper for me to have... done things... before I'm married, would it?
28. If you are a supernatural being (i.e. mage, werewolf, vampire), tell the story of how you became what you are or first learned of your own abilities. If you are just a normal human, describe any influences in your past that led you to do the things you do today. I'm normal, thank you very much. Absolutely, brilliantly, normal. Influences in my past that have lead me to do the things I do today are my own will and need of achievement.
Part 3: Past Influences
29. What do you consider the most important event of your life so far? First and foremost, it was being born. Secondly it was what I did this summer, which confirmed my entire being, objectives, and what I want out of life. It really is wonderful to know who you are.
30. Who has had the most influence on you? My Mama and Father, beyond any reasonable doubt.
31. What do you consider your greatest achievement? Winning the United Kingdom Figure Flying Award. After that I got to compete internationally, and I came fifth. Yes, I know that I should have done better but most of those other competatives were twice my age, twice as experienced and trained full time. I only train during the summer, so you could imagine my surprise!
32. What is your greatest regret? Not -this is hard for me- being better to Samantha. She was just as horrible to me, of course. But she is the closest thing to a sister that I have, and we hardly act like it.
33. What is the most evil thing you have ever done? Turning people. Making them doubt themselves, their families, their ethics. When I am so strong in my own ability to recognise who I am, I feel a bit cruel taking that away from others. But it is needed. Their sense of being is incorrect, and they all need to know that.
34. Do you have a criminal record of any kind? No. Although I should.
35. When was the time you were the most frightened? The first month of this year was the worst. I felt... alone. And silly. Like when I had tried on Mama's pretty shoes as a child, and they had been such a horrible fit. It's better now, and I'm proud, but I had been scared back then. Since Lyndysty has been prosecuted, I've had this horrible feeling... but I will come to terms with it.
36. What is the most embarrassing thing ever to happen to you?
37. If you could change one thing from your past, what would it be, and why?
38. What is your best memory?
39. What is your worst memory?
Part 4: Beliefs And Opinions
40. Are you basically optimistic or pessimistic? Optomistic towards myself and my closest friends. Scathingly pessimistic to all others.
41. What is your greatest fear?
42. What are your religious views?
43. What are your political views?
44. What are your views on sex?
45. Are you able to kill? Under what circumstances do you find killing to be acceptable or unacceptable?
46. In your opinion, what is the most evil thing any human being could do?
47. Do you believe in the existence of soul mates and/or true love?
48. What do you believe makes a successful life?
49. How honest are you about your thoughts and feelings (i.e. do you hide your true self from others, and in what way)?
50. Do you have any biases or prejudices?
51. Is there anything you absolutely refuse to do under any circumstances? Why do you refuse to do it?
52. Who or what, if anything, would you die for (or otherwise go to extremes for)?
Part 5: Relationships With Others
53. In general, how do you treat others (politely, rudely, by keeping them at a distance, etc.)? Does your treatment of them change depending on how well you know them, and if so, how?
54. Who is the most important person in your life, and why?
55. Who is the person you respect the most, and why?
56. Who are your friends? Do you have a best friend? Describe these people.
57. Do you have a spouse or significant other? If so, describe this person.
58. Have you ever been in love? If so, describe what happened.
59. What do you look for in a potential lover?
60. How close are you to your family?
61. Have you started your own family? If so, describe them. If not, do you want to? Why or why not?
62. Who would you turn to if you were in desperate need of help?
63. Do you trust anyone to protect you? Who, and why?
64. If you died or went missing, who would miss you?
65. Who is the person you despise the most, and why?
66. Do you tend to argue with people, or avoid conflict?
67. Do you tend to take on leadership roles in social situations?
68. Do you like interacting with large groups of people? Why or why not?
69. Do you care what others think of you?
Part 6: Likes And Dislikes
70. What is/are your favorite hobbies and pastimes?
71. What is your most treasured possession?
72. What is your favorite color?
73. What is your favorite food?
74. What, if anything, do you like to read?
75. What is your idea of good entertainment (consider music, movies, art, etc.)?
76. Do you smoke, drink, or use drugs? If so, why? Do you want to quit?
77. How do you spend a typical Saturday night?
78. What makes you laugh?
79. What, if anything, shocks or offends you?
80. What would you do if you had insomnia and had to find something to do to amuse yourself?
81. How do you deal with stress?
82. Are you spontaneous, or do you always need to have a plan?
83. What are your pet peeves?
Part 7: Self Images And Etc.
84. Describe the routine of a normal day for you. How do you feel when this routine is disrupted?
85. What is your greatest strength as a person?
86. What is your greatest weakness?
87. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
88. Are you generally introverted or extroverted?
89. Are you generally organized or messy?
90. Name three things you consider yourself to be very good at, and three things you consider yourself to be very bad at.
91. Do you like yourself?
92. What are your reasons for being an adventurer (or doing the strange and heroic things that RPG characters do)? Are your real reasons for doing this different than the ones you tell people in public? (If so, detail both sets of reasons...)
93. What goal do you most want to accomplish in your lifetime? To be the best I can be. To raise my children, and cater for my husband in the most wonderful, perfect manner, which will have others seeing me as a role model.
94. Where do you see yourself in 5 years? A mother of at least two children, with an adoring husband.
95. If you could choose, how would you want to die? Defending the rights of my kind. Scouring filth and worthless beings away.
96. If you knew you were going to die in 24 hours, name three things you would do in the time you had left. It depends on whether it would be before or after marriage. If it was before, I have half the mind that I would do everything that I haven't done that I want to do in due time (after marriage) because there always was the promise that it would happen. I do want to allow myself to fall in love, I do want to experience love in its purest, scandalous form... and I want to do that before I die. So that's two... the other would be to go out with a bang. Without repercussions I could give people what they deserve. Take out as many blood traitors and aurors as I can. If I was informed of this '24 hours' thing after marriage, and after children, there is only one thing which I can think of myself doing and that is spending the entire time with my husband and children, as if trying to impose upon them all the love I feel for them so that they'll remember it for the rest of their lives, long after I'm gone.
97. What is the one thing for which you would most like to be remembered after your death? Being sucessful and doing everything I want to do. Protecting my beliefs, values, and ethics. Accomplishing far more than the normal person ever will. Being pure.
98. What three words best describe your personality? Lovely, perceptive, and achieving.
99. What three words would others probably use to describe you? Beautiful, pretentious, and arrogant... depends who you ask, really. ((Thanks Ling))
100. If you could, what advice would you, the player, give to your character? (You might even want to speak as if he or she were sitting right here in front of you, and use proper tone so he or she might heed your advice...) Come now dearling, you can't very well actually think that the world is truely the way you see it? Don't you realise just how innocent and blind to the real world you actually are? Stop listening to your parents, please! And you might actually be able to eventually turn into a decent person. You really are mistaken if you actually believe that you're the one making the decisions... your father is a Slytherin, they manipulate, that's what they do. Why can't you see that? As well as you manipulate others, you're so oblivious to how you're being played with by your parents. Good luck.