I'm so lost, I don't even know what to do with myself anymore. I hate you, I hate you for everything you do to me, I hate myself even more for letting you do this to me. I should just kick you out of my life but I'm too forgiving of a person for that. I still hang out with you, I still talk to you, and sometimes I still care about you. In reality, ( Read more... )

There are a few things I have to say. so bear with me here ( Read more... )

I hate this, I hate you, but I can't stay away from you.

And I wish I had someone to talk to about this...

I might as well just end it, I hate this feeling.

So I don't know what's going on with you and I but it seems like you're mad at me for liking someone that I asked you permission for if it was ok. This really hurts me. I guess that's all I have to say.

So to all of you who actually read this I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while, I've just been to busy to get around to it. So the updates ( Read more... )

I let you do something incredibly stupid to me and now I HAVE to pay the consequences. You pissed me off so I'm telling your parents and mine, good job asshole.

Everyone, I'm stupid.

I don't mean much to you.

I'm just a drama queen.

It sucks that I still love you, to think that you still cared. I'm so stupid.

Only 5 more days until I vacation in California.

Oh yeah... I MOVE BACK TO CALIFORNIA IN AUGUST!!! [:

I guess we're friends now even though I said we wouldn't be anymore.

I come June 22nd - 29th so mark your calendars friends. [: 20 more days!!!

My sister has the baby in like 5 and half hours!!! :D