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second to maybe levitation is the feeling i get when i watch this.

i've finally gotten back into the habit of saying exactly the thing i'm scared to say. i don't know when i fell off the wagon or how long that old coward had been running the show. i do know that it's a choice. that you've only to make the leap, do the deed, say the thing that must be said. or keep it to yourself and suffer the voices inverted ( Read more... )

today i was reinvented. inking up the journal paper on the train, i saw figures and forms that never belonged to me. i have a new smell. somehow, at this late stage, i've only just today discovered led zeppelin. (just when you think you know everything, you fall out of the smoke in your head and land hard on the warm pavement of a whole new ( Read more... )

ever listen to a song, over and over, maybe without even liking it all that much, and then one day you finally hear it? happened again this evening. i'd listened to this song, imagining the ... images, thinking That's nice. but until tonite i hadn't combined and considered them as one common theme. i think he's describing the kiss. how fast ( Read more... )

weather like this on nites like this is probably my favourite. clear skies. you can see the stars; the moon, the necessary smudge of lite, glowing smoker's-teeth yellow. the air is crisp and demands your attention and a sweater, even for a brief walk. you can see every breath, and hear every thot ( Read more... )

whoever happens to be awake at this hungry hour, please let me know you're there.
i'm coming apart.
falling to pieces.
dissolving.

if you have a camera or at least some kind of audio connection available, please let me know.
i'm broken
and melting into silent conclusions i never hoped to hear.
please let me know you're there.
someone.

the preparation for a dive is always a tense timeon a late-nite walk, any dark alley can be a doorway; a gangplank, to your next adventure ( Read more... )

who cares if i slip deep and full on a bottle of berries; ancient and biting the dog that feeds them ( Read more... )