Ooooh Double shots- Shut down again. I fucking lose...

Jeff's rolling with the truth punches today. I'm going to be sick...

I've decided I'm going to leave Wednesday. Yeah ( Read more... )

I'm sorry I didn't listen. The last thing Janessa said before she left was "Don't get hurt. I know you love him but don't do it." Dalena said the exact thing before I walked out of her room with him. Did I listen to either? No. I truly believed he loved me. And I'm starting to wonder that maybe he really doesn't. And that he's not who I thought he ( Read more... )

--Animal Planet--7:00pm--CRUFTS Dog Show 2005-- WATCH IT ( Read more... )

nascar fight yyyyyeeeeesssssssssssss

Haha. we got christans dog drunk. haha.

I'm at my sister's now. I got in trouble last night for asking if I could go to Joplin with Dalena. I am alone in the world. Obviously. I can no longer use my father's computer. I went for a jog at 2 this morning. It felt good until I got to the end of the road. There was a black person fight. So I came home a little earlier than I wanted ( Read more... )

I just finished speaking to my mom. She feels I should see a professional about my problems. So she's going to find me one down there for when I get there. There's a great graduation present ( Read more... )

I think I just pissed Jeff off. Again. God I lose... He feels like he's losing me. I thought we were fine last night but I guess I said the wrong things. Again. AhHhHhHhHh ( Read more... )

I tried to talk to Jeffers on aim but both our computers freaked out so I grabbed the phone in a pissy rage & called him. He was shocked I actually called him. So was I. I don't think I even comprehended calling him. I've dialed that number so many times, my fingers just go there ( Read more... )