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[dreamlover_xox]

wow i am sick of people using this place to make other people feel like shit. i am about as honest as they come and you know me very well.. even over the phone you seem to know exactly what i am doing and im not sure how so dont you think you would know if i was lying to you? and what exactly were you trusting me with? we were never "together" so

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[jailcellwhisper]

You know...I really don't know the whole situation or exactly whats been said amongst the two of you. What I do know is that he was pissed off about the surgar coating. Plus, Lauren was telling us things that only added fuel to the fire. He knows that you guys weren't "together" so I agree with you on that, that he has no rights to act as if you were. It all boils down to getting fed bull shit from one person or another. I probably would have done the same thing in this situation. Don't take it personally.

.b r a n d o n.

[_x4letterwordx_]

Alright. Apparently you were still pissed after I got off the phone with you last night. But I'm not gonna sit here and talk about it where I know the "truth to bullshit translator" can read it(Lauren). If you have something you want to talk about, call me. But I will say that this whole thing had NOTHING to do with jealousy over any other guy or whether or not I was your "one and only". I told you that last night. It was the fact that I thought I was being lied to that pissed me off. The example I coincidentally used had to do with another guy. And I told you last night, I wasn't pissed at only you. People were feeding me bullshit from all angles, so I didn't know what to believe. We can talk about this comment later --> "it seems to fit your whole 'the world is gay and i hate it' attitude". And as for the post I made, I told you about that as well. It was what I was thinking at the time and I needed to vent. I didn't want to talk to you about it because I didn't want to say anything I didn't mean. I dont know what else

[_x4letterwordx_]

I've been doing some thinking the last few hours. I don't want this to turn into a huge fight with lots of screaming and yelling and end up with you and me not talking. I'm sorry that you are "seeing another side", but I can't always be happy. I admit that putting a post up about this was also not the best idea, but I needed to vent. I'm just so insanely pissed off at Lauren right now. I want to blame everything on her because she is the source of the negativity, but she didn't force me to say and write what I did. But I do mainly blame her because she was feeding me a bunch of bullshit trying to get me to hate you. I dont like to be played with, and when I was getting stories from everyone, the only thing I knew to do was assume that everyone was a liar. Again, my fault for confronting you with it in an over-aggressive way. Lying is the only thing I get like that about. I just can't stand being friends with someone I can't believe. I was just gonna keep my mouth shut about all of this, but I figured I'd put it where people