i sm SO bored.
so like, i've been wanting dreads since i was 13.
and chris offered he'd do mine for free.
so i might.
and if anyone thinks im copying jesse,
well fuck you bitches, and im being serious.
i never knew jesse when i wanted dreads,
and when i get them, fuck off.
cuz i wanted them longer than he has,
he only got them to keep his hair straight,
and ( Read more... )

wow i wish i had a cellphone like that bitch mandy
lucky whore.
loves you much huns <3

p.s.
i'd call, but long distance...
sometime when i get a cellular phone machine, i will.

Dont hate me when i call you guys fuckers
or if im rude
cuz you'all should know i love you
and i dont ever mean it.
unless i say im serious.

Man you guys my stomach fuckin hurts.
Hm. cant wait to call jesse...
he called bitching at me cuz i was "mean" to lynn.
i didnt mean it.
i was just kidding.
it's how i kid around, isnt it courtney? <3 ( Read more... )

he called me sad ( Read more... )

cky is thursday,
jesse said he'll have his head cleared by then.
and have his desicion.
i dont really care though, i love him.
but why should i take him back?

stupid pam and second chances...

i think i either bought HIS or Lynn's ticket.
big fuckin mistake huh?
yea i guess so too.
i cant believe he makes me waste my money on him
and he never wastes any ( Read more... )

fuck everything ( Read more... )

omg.

omg.

omFG.

jesse called to say he missed me and hoped i was ok.
i told him i was cuz i was over him.
and he said "i cant believe you wouldnt wait for me."
he sounded so sad..
and i told him i will always wait for him,
unless he decided to leave perminitly.
and that i will always love him.
that i love him so much and i want us back together.
and he ( Read more... )

yesterday. breaking down over net.
my really good friend spike comes on
and whenever he's on he always teases me.
and i told him not to.
that im breaking down.
and everything was falling A p a r t.
and we talked.
and he called me.
and we talked for hours.

i've known spike for 5 years.
and he's always been so awesome to me.
calling whenever he could.
it's just ( Read more... )

i will always love him ( Read more... )

i dont think..he'll go back out with me ( Read more... )