ugh. i hate tom. but it works cuz he hates me too. i just took a 3 hour nap and i had such a bad dream, we were in times square on like a field trip or something and it was at night and we were gonna go get food but he was so mean to me i cried in my dream and when i woke up i really did want to cry because he was so horrible. i just want things to ( Read more... )

MUCH better mood. sorry about the emoness yesterday. im still refraining from talking to tom or brian directly ( Read more... )

ok so i went to the tf^2 show. they were surprisingly..really good. i really liked them, they should open for a big band at the recher or something ( Read more... )

oh. my. god. i am absolutely infatuated with eugene. haha hes the hottest russian i know. and he put "esther is hott" in his pf tho he is in for quite a shock when he sees me..last time he saw me was 8th grade!! ahh i miss him. haha in his whimit ( Read more... )

so brian kris and djs band (and some guy mike i dont know), truth fails to fall aka TF^2 (squared) is playing at some random place friday...and i promised them i would go. i was reeeally excited to see them play and adam tom and i decided to carpool together and hang out. and then i found out adams not going cuz hes hanging out with alena, and then ( Read more... )

what a boring weekend after a wierd friday night ( Read more... )

arghhhhhh. weirdest night ( Read more... )

sorry i exploded last night. but toms wrong i dont bring the arguing upon myself. and i try to walk away but they yell even more when i do. whatever. im just sick of politics, religion, and all that crap. if i hear one more thing from anyone about me being russian or jewish i will smack them. im quite aware that im jewish. im quite aware that i was ( Read more... )

i hate my parents. i really do. i mentioned that i might want to protest at the inaugration, to see their reaction, and they exploded. my dad was 100% serious when he said "esther, if you protest, even once, i will disown you and kick you out of the house." he wasnt joking. i think ill do it just to see if he will actually kcik me out. he probably ( Read more... )

so friday sucked, i have a 75% in chem and i think its gonna stay at that (hey at least i raised it from a 60 ( Read more... )