i'm going out tonight. i'm not gonna let this ruin a perfectly good weekend with my amazing friends. jackie's got her job in japan, and its time to celebrate. i'm not much in the mood to be social, but it takes my mind off things, so guess it can't hurt. keeping myself busy is probly for the best. extravaganza this weekend. lame lineup, but ( Read more... )

this is hard. really hard.

:(

single lindsey=sad panda

the end.

so boys are tricky. and i think i'm partially retarded. i dunno. i think i am quite possibly impossible to deal with. oh well. who knows where things will go. i just know boyfriend makes me laugh ( Read more... )

could this quarter be flying by any faster? seriously now, nuts. how did midterms get here already? its a fab quarter tho, on that note. i'm learning french, tres bien, oui ( Read more... )

i'm alive. that's right. fabulous, no ( Read more... )

ok, so i haven't fallen off the planet. swear ( Read more... )

i have officially survived my first quarter at UCSB. pretty legit, no? haha. i think i did really well on all my finals. (the ones i took anyway... i kinda fucked up one class, had to take an incomplete and will be re-taking it in the spring... such is life. is it bad i don't care? hah). go me. i legitly studied for finals for like the first ( Read more... )

i love my house. DP #8 will go down in history as my first normal living experience in IV. haha. my roommates are fabulous. they make me happy. we've all bonded quite nicely. we got our christmas tree last weekend. its adorable. goes well with jen's menorah. haha. we're a multicultural household ( Read more... )

slowed down. but not really. i think it was the willingness to do whatever i needed that really melted me. he really genuinely cares about me and wants to be whatever i need. he's amazing. god, listen to me. i'm thuroughly smitten, and its ridiculous. hah. but i love it. i don't think i've ever smiled this much in my life. couldn't have ( Read more... )