i have such strange relationships with both of my parents, really, i do ( Read more... )

i feel like doing something a little on the crazy side.

any suggestions?

thats all...

something has got to change. my life... i dunno... i want much more. ugh. i want to move away. again. hah. i want adventure. i think i get bored too easily. i'm already kinda over santa barbara, there's only so much to learn about a city, you know? i don't know ( Read more... )

"maybe this will be the year that i gain control. living for what is- rather than what was or what could be or what others want me to be."

i couldn't have said it better myself.

TEN EMOTIONS ( Read more... )

i put the whore in horrible person. i'm probly going to hell. and i probly deserve it.

fuck me, i make life impossible.

good thing new year's is coming soon. i need to make some serious resolutions and start to do things differently.

when will i ever just figure things out?

fuck.

so, last night was pretty much fantastic ( Read more... )

i made out with alaska sober. what is wrong with me?

ahh... ok, i'll try to make this quick and painless... yeah, right ( Read more... )

so much to tell, but so little time. i'll catch you up later.