hold me down
sing me something soft and gentle
put your arms around me
listen to your heart beat in my ear
the smell of your cologne
filling me
memories
pull everything out of me i couldn't see
and don't ever let me go

i have been so into black sabbath and black flag lately. i don't know where it came from, but i like it. it gets me really fired up, and i want to run and kick everything. if you don't watch out, i'll kick you in the FACE. (no, i would never do that- unless you're one of those weirdos who doesn't like me but still looks at everything i have online ( Read more... )

who the hell listens to foghat? i do. a great american band lost in the trap of time. so sad. speaking of being lost in the trap of time, i've had this weird new infatuation with tube socks and 70's rock. i've always really liked classic rock, but now i can't get enough of it. black sabbath all the time. and tube socks? what kind of fag wears tube ( Read more... )

what an awesome day.

i had kind of a bad/weird dream that centereach was on fire, and we were all stuck in the auditorium, and i woke up cuz i was startled. disgruntled. slightly alarmed. so that wasn't good, but i got to sleep in 'til 10, which was so nice. :) then i just farted around the house all morning, and took a shower, and my mommy and i ( Read more... )

So I found out some FUCKED UP stuff this weekend. Aaand, I was planning on going back to Lake Forest, but that plan got shot to hell. I'd like to extend a warm thanks to the two people who fucking kicked me when I was down, and hurt me in a way that I didn't know someone who once cared about you could.

Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. Fight Club. A Clockwork Orange. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. What do all these titles have in common? They are all titles of books- NOT MOVIES, BOOKS! And it is a damn shame that people my age do not realize that if these books were popular enough to transcribe into manuscripts for major motion pictures, ( Read more... )

4/20, wooooooo. I don't know why I care cuz I don't really smoke anymore, but I'm happy for everyone else who got blazed out of their minds and gained ten pounds from the munchies ( Read more... )

i sound really pretentious. time to dumb it down for the sake of credibility ( Read more... )

No one ever uses the color brown. And I'm sure if you were to ask a group of elementary school kids, no one would say that their favorite color is brown. Where would life be without the color brown, though? We wouldn't have tree trunks. Or dirt. Or chocolate ( Read more... )