well, for those of you who don't know Stephen hates me right now, and anything we had is over and will probaly stay that way. Someone give me a hug.

Sorry guys, I had a very long update for you and then it dissappeared. I will fill you in later, no time now.

LOVE!

OMG PJ is actually happy, YAY. But does anyone know what is going on with John-boy. My fuzzy won't talk to me ( Read more... )

I don't kno what to write but I have a butt load of time and Mark said I should , I think, well somebody did. Great now my memory is fading, what is the world coming to? And what does that say about the mid-term I just took, oh by the way guys I aced my other mid-terms. So yeah, i dont know ( Read more... )

Oh, I know what to say "I love you guys ( Read more... )

Wow, ok I know I just updated like earlier today but I wanted to come back. So read the previous on too ( Read more... )

I wish I could run away right now and just be with Stephen, then again I need to be held close by someone and he rarely does that. Besides that he is well being stupid right now. So here it is, Stephen has been out every night for the last couple weeks (two or three) with other women, getting drunk, and then on top of all that he has been ignoring ( Read more... )

You all are amazing!. I am sorry I got all pissed off. What do you want it had to happen sometime, i am female. Although i hear you are supposed to do that while on your period or something, whatever. I feel blissfully happy right now and it keeps getting better, but I am also stuck in a hole of confusion. Can anybody come around and pull me out or ( Read more... )

People stop pissing me OFF!!!

Ok I feel a little better but I can't talk now so I will explain myself later.

It hurts to know/ find out that you aren't enough and just plain not worth it to somebody you care about. For those who don't know yet Mark broke up with me for the fourth time. I gotta say it doesn't really hurt any less, but my way of coping in putting it inside. I know, unhealthy but I am beyond caring about it anymore. I mean come on I am not ( Read more... )