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so I haven't seen her or talked to her since thursday now. today she emailed me saying:
"Hey buddy,
How have you been? how was your weekend?"
I didn't respond yet, but I'm thinking of replying by saying this:
I’m okay. I had a busy weekend too, but if you want the truth my weekends without my friend _____ are always empty and meaningless. I know that it is not what you want to hear, but at least I will feel better by telling you the truth. Whenever you are not around I feel as if part of me is missing. I miss you and think about you all the time. Again, I know that it is not what you want to hear, but I’m sorry because this is the truth and as a good friend I don’t want to lie to you. When I see you I feel really happy and motivated to accomplish anything in life, but when you are gone I feel miserable and very lonely. I thought my feelings will disappear or reseed over time, but it has been more than six month now and my love for you is just getting bigger and bigger. It is very painful to live life like this and it is really hurting me and effecting my state of mind. I wish you have the same feelings that I have for you or some of it at least, because that will solve the problem, but I can’t force you to like me. It has to come naturally from you. I’m writing this to you and I’m scared of emailing it to you because the thought of losing you by itself will kill me for sure. I’m really lost and don’t know what to do. I don’t think I can continue living life like this and I don’t want a life without you either. I just wish you can tell me the way to your heart, because I promise you will be surprise to how far I’m willing to go just to get there.
please tell me should I email her my letter? should not? should I delete or add something?
"Hey buddy,
How have you been? how was your weekend?"
I didn't respond yet, but I'm thinking of replying by saying this:
I’m okay. I had a busy weekend too, but if you want the truth my weekends without my friend _____ are always empty and meaningless. I know that it is not what you want to hear, but at least I will feel better by telling you the truth. Whenever you are not around I feel as if part of me is missing. I miss you and think about you all the time. Again, I know that it is not what you want to hear, but I’m sorry because this is the truth and as a good friend I don’t want to lie to you. When I see you I feel really happy and motivated to accomplish anything in life, but when you are gone I feel miserable and very lonely. I thought my feelings will disappear or reseed over time, but it has been more than six month now and my love for you is just getting bigger and bigger. It is very painful to live life like this and it is really hurting me and effecting my state of mind. I wish you have the same feelings that I have for you or some of it at least, because that will solve the problem, but I can’t force you to like me. It has to come naturally from you. I’m writing this to you and I’m scared of emailing it to you because the thought of losing you by itself will kill me for sure. I’m really lost and don’t know what to do. I don’t think I can continue living life like this and I don’t want a life without you either. I just wish you can tell me the way to your heart, because I promise you will be surprise to how far I’m willing to go just to get there.
please tell me should I email her my letter? should not? should I delete or add something?