I felt like that until it reached the point where I was so unhappy that I really thought I deserved it, because no one else sure as fuck made me feel like I deserved anything better than unhappiness. That, by the way, is probably not how you should be feeling. And that is why I stopped talking to everybody about anything significant, and I may not have very many friends at all, but at least I'm done fucking myself over for the sake people who don't give a shit.
I know I come across like I don't care about anything and a lot of people tell me I should go see someone about that, but I don't really see how it's a problem. You tell me what's better: caring about everyone and losing yourself in the process because no one cares back, or being selective with your feelings and preserving your heart, your mind, who you are and, most importantly, who you want to be.
Kayleigh has a good point. But sometimes people care and you are just too fucked up with how miserable you think you are, you ignore the fact that they try and want you to be happy.
You're not alone, but don't try too hard. Think about what you like but don't push it. Seriously, with this kid especially, don't force something just because you think you'll be happier. :]
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I know I come across like I don't care about anything and a lot of people tell me I should go see someone about that, but I don't really see how it's a problem. You tell me what's better: caring about everyone and losing yourself in the process because no one cares back, or being selective with your feelings and preserving your heart, your mind, who you are and, most importantly, who you want to be.
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But sometimes people care and you are just too fucked up with how miserable you think you are, you ignore the fact that they try and want you to be happy.
You're not alone, but don't try too hard. Think about what you like but don't push it. Seriously, with this kid especially, don't force something just because you think you'll be happier. :]
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