Comments | dreams_tomorrow: don't read this, just skip over

dreams_tomorrow

don't read this, just skip over

Feb 08, 2004 01:39

bunny is not teh lazy, bunny is exhausted. exhausted from life. i always try to be good and friendly and the person that helps out or good at his job or whatever. but i never come close ( Read more... )

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hammersickle February 8 2004, 13:04:41 UTC

you're not going to be an outcast forever. it hurts when you realize that the people you were friends with in high school are people that you're always going to know, no matter how good of friends you are, and how much you'd like things to stay the same. you can't torture yourself over it, love. people grow up and move on, grow apart and get their own lives. we have our own lives now, darling. most of your friends might as well still be in high school ( ... )

Re: makimachi_misao February 13 2004, 03:56:08 UTC

Jen, I agree with you 100%.

Donovan, I'd really like to hang out with you and Jen sometime. Maybe go to Eat n Park. Start over. Clean slate. Just friends. I don't want animosity. I don't want us to never talk again. I enjoy talking to you. And I'd love to get to know Jen more. I remember you saying that we'd get along great and that I'd really like her. I want to know her.

If this comment wasn't welcome, you can go ahead and delete it and tell me to go to hell. But I just wanted to say that.

I'm glad things are starting to look up for both you and Jen. I know you guys were struggling with $ and whatnot.

Jen, maybe I'll run into you at Eckerd sometime. I'll come in and say hi!!! :)

You guys should IM me sometime...I'm usually always on: ureekbadly

Take care you two!

hammersickle February 13 2004, 23:23:01 UTC

you know, it's funny how well i think we'd get along, sometimes. when you and i were on...less friendly terms, i even made note in my journal how well i think we would've probably been really good friends if we had gone to school together and didn't meet the way we did.

mostly, i think we'd get along well because one day when we were still living above you on willowbank, i heard you blasting the cars, and i got really sad 'cause we weren't friends. perhaps i shouldn't pass judgement based on one event, but i figure...if you dig the cars, you must be cool. and besides, donovan must've thought you were pretty awesome to be with you for so long...

i don't know. i guess it'd be cool to hang out some time, albeit a bit weird. maybe you and i could just hang out one day, without donovan? i think we could get to know each other better. =D

also, you could come visit me at work, any time you want. i love getting visitors. it'd be cool to see you.

and i added you to by buddy list. my sn is subsequentorgies. i'm on...all the time. =)

makimachi_misao February 14 2004, 05:24:32 UTC

That sounds rad. Yeah, we can totally get to know one another. Cars fan, eh? That's hot! You rock in my book.

hammersickle February 16 2004, 14:05:27 UTC

so, i thought about this entry last night. we were laying in bed, and you were asleep, and i couldn't help but think about how you were feeling. i think mostly it's your last paragraph in this entry, how you say you'll just push away your feelings rather than deal with them ( ... )

dreams_tomorrow February 17 2004, 02:26:26 UTC

ilove you too,, i just have bad days, when i tuck shit away is when i can't imediatly deal with it. i deal with it by complaining to you or write some stupid shit in a journal, or make up some scene in a movie that i will never finish. but just lying next to you each night, falling asleep in each others arms. that makes everything all better. like there is nothing else i n the world but you, me, and that wierd sound coming from the attic, bu ti love you. you make it all better. don't know how else to say it.
love
bunny

hammersickle February 17 2004, 02:37:20 UTC

i know you have bad days. it just seems like there are so many lately ( ... )