Sometimes you think that you have the worst life of all. That no else goes through what you go through. But we are wrong. It is purely human nature....selfishness, to feel that way. But we do anyway, and I am not exempt from this in any way. When someone goes through something that is hard beyond reason...it makes you think. Think of what you have ( Read more... )

Another day goes by-Dope

Bite the hand that bleeds-Fear Factory

Crucified-Genitorturers

Dried up, tied up, and dead to the world-Marilyn Manson

Excess-Tricky

Fade to Black-Apoptygma Berserk

Got the life-Korn

Hotaka-Juno Reactor

I love my sex-Benny Benassi

Jungle Muzik-DJ Deisel Boy

Kiss them for me-Siouxie and the Banshees

Living dead girl-Rob ( Read more... )

Anyway...yea. So the party was fun....there was strip poker. Kelly almost got naked, she lost hard! haha. Brian almost got naked...that was nice, lol. I chose to watch from a distance..no nakedness for me. Private shows only! On Sunday, Kelly, Brian, and I went to the mall and got some stuff..then Brian cooked us lunch...HELLOF GOOD!! ahh. It was ( Read more... )

I had a wonderful weekend.
Kelly spent the night on Saturday...we went to a party at Bruce's, it was fun stuff. Stoned/drunk people are hilarious. Henry was there....haha...so wasted.

Hmm.

I remember why I stopped posting on LJ.

Don't expect sympathy from to people when YOU have something "depressing" to post. You know who you are, and it's not the obvious choice.

Stephen, this is to you:

What right do you have to tell me that I "have it good". You want pain? I'll show you pain. Emotional pain the likes of which just might help you realize what I have gone through. No one knows everything that I have endured, for I tend to keep the majority of it to myself. So I complain about it sometimes, atleast my ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Janine!

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I HATE COMPLICATED SHIT!

I really have nothing left to be here for. I don't know, maybe I'm just blind to all the good things I have. Yea, that's it.

I am moving back in with my dad, I guess. Some horrible events happened over the course of a couple of days.

Atleast I have my Kitty!!

If you would like to know more. Inquire within.

I did something I told myself that I wouldn't do again. It felt too good, and I needed it. To quell the emotional pain...to feel real again. If only I could strive for normalcy. But then who would I be...most definitely not me.

But I get to see a totally rad kid today. I am excited. Wee!!

I made a new Community, Creeps!!

TheeZombette

Take a Gander. I will update it everyday, so keep on it!!

Love you all! <3