feeling a bit old these days

[dreamsaredying]

i'm going to be 20 years old in 16 days. i've never been scared of a birthday before, i've always looked forward to it. i feel so much older than i actually am. i guess it's cause i have a CHILD! that might be it

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[hoperunsthrough]

you're not the only one who would love that.

Britt. Its Katey Ryder

[hellokatey]

Brittney!! Its katey Ryder. I would love to talk to you because i havent seen you in soooo long and i have no way of getting ahold of you. so call me sometime, i would love to hear whats new. love Katey (678)755-0356

awww

[crushpretty]

Hey! I haven't seen you in ages!! I think you are so brave for having your baby. Honestly, I now plenty of girls who aren't as strong as you. I am living with julie Steiner these days in Atlanta. We have slumber parties all the time. We're kinda sad drinking our $10 jug wine sometimes though. The grass is always greener... Take care!

~Julia DeBlasio

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[dreamsaredying]

Thank you, but it's not being strong. It's thinking of someone other than yourself and that's it. I'm not strong at all, I was terrified, still am. But I am in love with my son and he is the best thing that's ever happened to me. But thank you so much for what you said, I appreciate it and I am glad you see it that way. I bet you girls are having a blast, yes the grass is always greener...But that's why I wanted to have a little slumber party, just to try and pretend for one night that I am still young. Oh well....Well, take care.

hey!!!!

[anonymous]

hey hun! its officially your birthday and its 1202 and you know what i just called you but i'm not sure if you got the messege b/c my phone sucks and the signal died..but i wanted to let you know that i should have been the first to say Happy Birthday..i'll call you later to arrange something..i miss you dearly and i love you!! Marie

[werhexiwu]

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